i blind follow ppl back and i鈥檓 trying to get better at no doing that. dm for any sus accounts if they ever pop up in ur feed, i鈥檓 trying to not follow ppl who are awful. 馃槪 i like having a positive space of ranting
does anyone else with cptsd have trauma epiphanies when they consume thc?
like both times i鈥檝e greened out i reverted to the age of a trauma and seemingly next day had less thoughts/struggles surrounding the matter.
i think i want to go back to therapy and tell them about how my binge recovery turned into whatever this is.
maybe i should recover and really focus on strength training and a healthy deficit it鈥檚 the only time im happy
like i鈥檓 still fucking fat how am i supposed to recover without gaining weight and staying in a normal healthy deficit without over exercise no borax no glue
if u see my other account, yes i have two accounts. i don鈥檛 like to interact with that side on this account bc i don鈥檛 want to bring men who thirst over me to edtwt bc ppl with ed鈥檚 are more vulnerable
i鈥檓 such a meal repeater:
protein donuts
protein yogurt bowl w/ fiber one cereal and strawberries
chicken/beef and peas w/ sweet potato
literally my play book