(>NOT< RELATED TO JON) being parasocial is very embarrasing and will make people rightfully weirded out by you but internally this shit is a 100x worse
just literally threw up over the tiniest thing, something i already knew and makes me sick with sadness to think about anyway
shane takes pride in being rough with you, always in control, until one day you get him on your lap, stroking his big cock and calling him a good boy as he wimpers and begs you to cum
he's a crying mess when he's finished, insisting he doesn't deserve to be treated like that
how i think other jon characters would react:
wayne: probably would call himself first, but just a gimmick, he doesn't like the rest of the dynamic
shane: weirded out first, but eventually he will become like a genuine dad to you (he also loves when you call him dad not daddy)
i think he'd be disgusted at first and then he will keep jerking off to it when he's alone and that's all he thinks about when he's inside of you until one day he accidentally calls himself daddy
"you wanted attention, didn't you?" wayne has your face shoved against the glass; you're naked, legs shaking as he fucks you
the street below is wide open, anyone walking by can see your expression as wayne stretches you open "want everyone to know you're my little whore"
you wake up with your mouth full of shane's dick as he laughs at how confused you look "shhh, 's just a dream princess, dada's just takin' care of you"
he hits the back of your throat not letting you breathe, just choke and swallow him whole
you're too drowsy to fight him :(
"shh, stay still" frank drags the tip of the blade across your stomach, carving the knife deeper whenever you squirm
he uses his thumb to smear the red across your belly, marking his property
"it hurts, yeah? shoulda've thought about when you tried to run from me, sweetheart"
i'm very emotional abt shane today so a lot of angst coming i'm already warning everyone so nobody cries to me later
gonna test if i'm truly shadowbanned today by being a freaky horny slut idc all my fantasies are going on this app today
yes i am a boy mom when it comes to shane walsh i don't give a fuck you are not slandering him in my presence he might have his flaws but he is MY GROWN ASS MANBABY
still working on that halloween shane fic i was going to post it on ao3 but it’s fine i’ll post it on tumblr













