𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐏𝐘 🔞🦩🐊, WIFE

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love yall, SAY IT BACK 💖💖💖

thank you to everyone who has checked in on me to make sure i’m doing okay 💖 there has been some other stuff i’ve been dealing with but yall have made it easier than you know my life is a joke, but a good one! if you keep trying, you’ve got to win eventually right?

so yeah that’s my major life update 🤪 sorry i didn’t post for so long or tell anyone… i’m a suffer in silence type bitch but best believe the silence means im WORKIN girl. i can’t sit still (it’s a problem) if you read all that you deserve some pics from my wedding 💒

since we’ve seen him, and i feel like if he did come back my phone would explode from y’all’s posts (pos💖) i have drawn a few things here and there but am getting back into the old swing of things, and also trying new things out like traditional art speedpaints

disorganization especially when a solution is so easy but ANYWAYYYY yeah im back. i’m tired as hell but im back agayaahdijsksjdkkdj im really behind on one piece, i have no idea wtf is going on only reason ik croc isn’t back is bc of brooki’s posting how many days it’s been

i’ve been so offline as i get used to it and build my stamina back up. i knew i had to just keep plugging away and i would get the hang of it, but that’s not to say it was easy 😭 i lost a lot of weight and a lot of sanity and im lowk looking for another job bc i abhor

slowly as we begin anew. it feels really good though since we had to hold onto the property owner’s stuff in my last place, now all the space is ours 🥳 my new job is really fun but incredibly physically demanding, so i get super duper tired after every shift which is why

it’s old so it’s solid and our supers are really nice 😊 my husband did a wonderful job finding it and i’m so grateful aaaaahhh, that’s my MAN!! 😭 MY man?? that’s MY man 🧍‍♂️💖 but we basically started over with the furniture other than our bed and desks. everything else comes

moving was HELLA stressful & took us literally all day. we stayed in the same part of brooklyn so it wasn’t a long move but going back & forth to get the things the movers weren’t able to was exhausting. and our rug got lost somehow. that was annoying. but it’s a very cute apt

and heading into it knowing we had an apartment?? and i had a job??? i seriously don’t know how all of it came together so succinctly. like i said, i’d call it a miracle but instead i just like to think that we ate enough shit that “we reached the butt” as my husband says.

experience and to just talk more about it. it was a small wedding, very fun, and honestly not as stressful as i was expecting… mostly bc my husband loves to plan so he did most of the booking and i did most of the crafting 🙌 we make a great team! the venue was also gorgeous

the wedding was the best day of my life and pretty much everything went exactly as we’d planned or better 🥹🥹💖 it was amazing to see all my friends together in one room!! ofc because im extra i had to make a lot of the decor myself so im thinking about making a vlog about the

so the next day — the DAY BEFORE the wedding — he drives us over to sign for the apartment, an apartment i have actually been past dozens of times on my exercise route bc the area is just so cute. i live there now! in the cute spot!! what is my fucking life

would get married but still be worried about where we were going to live, how could we enjoy the wedding with that hanging over our heads? 2 DAYS before the wedding the realtor for a place we applied calls us and asks if we want to sign tomorrow. huh?? REALLY??? you’re LYINGGG

after i got hired, they gave me plenty of time off for the wedding before coming back, which was great because we still had to find a place to live 😬 my husband was scouring and scouring but most listings seemed to be unresponsive or uncaring 😭 it was so scary. we thought we

because what the fuck do you mean two weeks?? my new job is in a manhattan bistro, it’s not amazing but it literally pays the bills lmao, i got promoted pretty quickly so im a cook now!🥘 my weird language obsession actually got me the job, which is insane. thanks norway!🇳🇴

and it’s not like he makes a lot okay, we still run thin in here but 🤷 within the span of TWO WEEKS i finally got a job, we got married, and we found an apartment i shit you not, two weeks. most insane turning of events i’ve ever seen. if i were spiritual id call it a miracle

don’t anybody put in the newspaper that i got mad!! okay so throughout all of this my fiancé is supporting me on his single income the whole time, idfk how he did it but this man went through hell for me when i had literally nothing to my name, oh my god?? fuck i love him

to do, it just takes time to do it, type shit. that’s how i operate. i have a bad habit though of shutting out everyone while i figure things out and im very sorry for that. i also don’t like when ppl feel sorry for me so i don’t like to post about my Ls until they’re Ws LMAO

when i’m really stressed i tend to isolate myself until i can figure out a way to fix my situation. i hate constantly talking about it with ppl, i feel like if they can’t fix it im not going to keep complaining to them bc it drains us both (this is just me). i know what i need