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raf would actually be my worst match irl we'd just hole ourselves up inside and bedrot and go insane together
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we would "what if we just order in again" and "let's just procrastinate all our responsibilities to hyperfocus on a random creation until we stop feeling real" our way into joint agoraphobia
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i often think about an au where main story mc is the first mc and everytime she died as a child she was reborn at different points in the timeline/worlds and lived those lives until she dies again and is brought back to her main body like barely any time has passed +
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i think of caleb living in denial, always insisting to himself that she'll come back eventually. unable to fathom a world where he can't reach her, one where her body is all that's left of her. worried, maybe, that it's taking so long. and lonely. but never accepting she's gone.+
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calebmc are unfortunately so well suited for psychological horror to me - but i can see so many possibilities with the others in a universe like this too.
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i'm generally not a very reactionary person but yes, of course i get angry at some of the things i see on here. typically i just end up venting in drafts (they make me look insane btw) or to my one friend on here i really trust +
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but i'm not saying i'm immune or above it. i've actually done so once before after seeing a blatantly racist post on here that was being passed off as fandom drama. +
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but overall i've found blocking/venting about individual instances privately and then denouncing general behaviors publicly is the best way to cultivate a space that isn't so constantly defined by vitriol and toxicity. hopefully that helps 🫶🤍
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the bella sneak LMAOO but yes i've always said all of them have been the target of rumors, disingenuous framing, and hate farming at some point. it's a fandom-wide issue and can't be fixed by blaming any one "side" or whatever people call it.
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catching up on my anons sorry - but this is a totally understandable position to have. i don't think anyone could be blamed for just cutting their losses. its worth pointing out though that racism has been rampant in this fandom for a long time, its just more spotlighted now.
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i don't say that to detract from your point i just think it's important not to accidentally diminish what poc in this fandom have had to deal with the entire time just for asking for simple things like equal treatment in the character customization the company loves to brag about
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trying to organize all my analyses and finding the old ones that literally no one gaf about omg i sincerely felt so free at that time
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like even if i kind of disagree with myself here to some degree i used to have such an intricate interpretation of how & why raf's love could be seen as twisted, anxious, almost resentful in some ways before i started worrying that those were words that could be used against him
maybe a throwaway line but this correlates a lot with how i view the perpetual struggle between rafmc - the depth of a lemurian's love and bond vs how fleeting the love of a human must inevitably be in return
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i want to revisit topics like this with the more extensive knowledge i have of the characters now like raf having to fight more than even just fate or duty to love mc - the fundamental differences between species - is such an interesting avenue idk
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