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27. an-r, exercise addict, vegan currently injured :( ↑19.3 ↓13.2 β€’ ?? dni if you're under 18.

Joined August 2023
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i need to weigh less than 40kg but bench over 100kg but run a sub-2:30 marathon but fast for a month but keep working full time but get my masters but
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β€œi need to get out of here” and it’s my own body
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Replying to @nocontextmemes
Why is it always "people tell me" like dude people dont tell me shit 😭
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feeling a little bit silly this morning (physical therapists dni)
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on one hand i feel vastly less svicidal on the other my ribs might kill me anyway
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feeling a little bit silly this morning (physical therapists dni)
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do you ever know you're sad but you're not feeling it like there's a wall preventing it from spilling into your brain so you just feel kind of empty and uncomfortable or am i weird?
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like i feel like i want to have a breakdown and get it out but the feelings arent in my brain!!
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it comes with the want to starve so.
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it’s so disheartening when the more you live just keeps confirming how you don’t belong anywhere and with anyone
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i always find it so strange when people say someone had "multiple eating disorders" like yeah i guess that's true but nearly all (restrictive) eds are generally a mutating blob of symptoms after a while.
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ultimately how i have survived this life and what has happened to me is that i have learned that i can rely on only myself because i am all that i have
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The real hell of autism is being hyper aware when you’re socially off putting but being biologically psychologically and spiritually unable to do anything about it
i have opposite autism where i’m actually hyper aware of how off putting i am socially
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me everyday
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How it feels to be a failure and not choose suicide.
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how do i erase myself from everyone's brain i don't want people to know me anymore
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"i think you can start doing some exercises" and the exercises in question are breathing.
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