Patrick Fussell

I’ve been grinding hard on AI for the better part of the last 8+ months - learning, building, adapting, and pulling late nights just like so many others right now. Cutting through the FUD and hype, there is real potential here. Industry-breaking potential. The era we’ve been waiting for - to finally supercharge and develop the tools and platforms we’ve wanted to build for years - is here, and agent assistance is accelerating everything. With coding agents, I’ve built solid tools and had research breakthroughs that would have taken weeks or months before. These should feel like real wins worth celebrating. But honestly? I don’t feel victorious. In many ways, it just feels necessary to keep pace. As Dave said: adapt or be left behind - and for good reason. I’m not ready to be left behind. But damn, I’m tired. I’m tired of constantly reinventing myself. Tired of constantly re-tooling. Tired of the endless cycle of keeping up, the late nights, and the personal sacrifices that come with it. I’ve even lost the desire to share knowledge and research with the community the way I used to. From the conversations I’ve had, I’m far from alone - many others in this space feel the same but don’t necessarily vocalize it outside of smaller circles. Is it because I see AI purely as a threat? Not really. The offensive side of our industry has been heading this way for a while, and I’ve been moving with it. The truth is, the excitement Dave describes is real - but for me right now, it’s mixed with exhaustion. I’m grateful for the breakthroughs, yet I catch myself wondering how long I can sustain this level of constant reinvention without something giving. The early-2000s energy is back, sure… but so is the burnout that often came with it. Being a bit older now, with young kids at home, the pace hits differently. I don’t have the same endless energy I once did, and the late nights and constant context-switching carry a heavier weight. Finding balance is tough, but it feels more important than ever. Hopefully we can all figure out how to ride this wave more sustainably - without burning out in the process.