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I like yaoi and stuff | 19 | med | they/them masochist and self-taught neurosurgeon

Joined September 2026
I should really look into getting an autism assessment
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Seeing ur old friends living life while ur just Rotting away is so Humbling
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I’m so envious of people that are mentally well and can just get things done without feeling like shit all the time
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feeling suicidal, and knowing all too well that you can't take your own life, is such a deeply helpless feeling
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I bring nothing to the table and i might even kill myself on it
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I feel awful today, like there’s a heavy emptiness in my chest.
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made the mistake of redownloading instagram during exam season and just spent the last 7 hours doomscrolling
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all these meds did is make me less sad and even more of a perverted freak
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When I had a hard time falling asleep I would just listen to Japanese vtuber ASMR because they had that expensive KU100 mic and it sounded so nice
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“Fuck, you’re so tight.” I say as I look at my exam schedule for this month.
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blaming my downfall on Israel
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BDSM ( been depressed since march 2020 )
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why are both my hit tweets about med school while I’m actively questioning the life decisions that led me here LMFAO
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Do u ever catch a whiff of your elementary school on the cold breeze and get reminded in 4K of your first experience with loneliness
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this med school shit is actually hard man
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My professor spoke with me after a test, said he noticed how sad I’ve seemed throughout the year and asked if I was okay. He told me to focus on my mental well-being and happiness first before my academic performance. Teared up, I felt so seen even if it’s just a little bit.
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I’m just following anyone with a master-peace pfp like yes you know peak
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pyeonghwa gives me so much gender envy he’s so pretty
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got cracked so hard by that exam I’m pregnant with quadruplets now
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Right? I can’t believe it…
there truly are so many people in the world
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