neb(ula) (@clownmeta) header
neb(ula) (@clownmeta) profile picture

smm @ExOblivioneGG || ask my about my esports thesis

22
Joined September 2020
Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)Photo by neb(ula) (@clownmeta)
Relax! I’ve already thought of everything. here’s the second round of shots from my Killjoy photoshoot. up next: bots #VALORANT #VALORANTcosplay #Killjoy #KilljoyCosplay #KilljoyVALORANT
3
1
21
3,010
me + 9 games that shaped me (including my childhood browser games yup yup)
1
25
670
Some honorable mentions: Honkai Impact 3rd (simply had no space) BG3 + Dragon Age Inquisition (too recent) Assassins Creed Syndicate (feels wrong to shoutout given my attempt at 100%ing it meant it’s unfinished) Borderlands 3 (also had no space)
76
Waited 3 hours in line at chicha san chen for the Heartsteel pop up yesterday… maybe the true freebies were the friends we made in line along the way <3
2
37
1,754
Awful news. I had a detailed dream about plying League of Legends. I was playing Lux for some reason, and while the map was wrong, I was using my abilities accurately the whole time. Had a thrilling escape from a Singed (who had accurate abilities as well), then a Teemo…
3
147
game changers na lan you were SO COOL and everyone was SO NICE and I LOVE VALORANT
61
1,013
Caught in 4k eavesdropping instead of building my deck
Thank you @playriftbound for sending out prizing for our Riftbound tournaments this weekend!
1
5
478
Jumped out of my chair so fast when prx won that map that I fainted #VALORANTMasters
156
Couldn’t snag tickets for today but had a blast losing years off of my life at G2 v NRG yesterday 🙂‍↕️
17
607
CHAMPS SELFIE 😌🏆 #VamosHeretics
39
753
34
9,574
130,354
I want so badly to hop into the conversation about that cis-women-only valorant tournament happening but I don't have time because my thesis on the very topic of marginalized gender leagues is due in two days... the universe tests us all... I'll put brief thoughts below ⬇️🧵
16
8
3
105
8,509
my thesis is from an anthropological perspective, so i can offer two terms + related papers that might be useful for ppl with the spare time to do the reading -- i don't have time to summarize rn geek masculinity --> read TL Taylor "Raising the Stakes" starting around p.111
1
15
660
gender-zoning --> read the discussion of Lindsey Darvin et al "Breaking the glass monitor: examining the underrepresentation of women in esports environments" + sorry if i phrased anything imperfectly here, working on limited time and a limited character count.
15
600
a duo that dives together thrives together 😌
7
51
923
work on finishing my thesis is going swimmingly
3
126
hi friends!! I wrote a piece for this lovely Valorant fan zine, and the shop is now open!✨ huge collection of GORGEOUS art and stories about what agents do in their spare time proceeds go to the Healthy Gamer Foundation for mental health support + merch! pls check it out <3
Hello, Big cartel is now open for purchase (link below)!~ If you applied to the zine initially but got rejected, please check your email (and spam) for a discount code showing our appreciation for your support 🌻 Please help us support suicide prevention within our community! 🪷
3
325