corey 🧟‍♂️

today’s stats and i’m starting the month off with a bang

weighed myself rn and i’m 48kg which means i lost over 6kg in october 😼

this was my half-assed carl costume yesterday btw

i need to weigh myself tomorrow morning cos i took a dump and i will have fasted for two days so that’s optimal conditions

nothing more exciting than going for a fat shit for a person who’s restricting

however i faked my weight up to 53kg when im ~49 so idk how im gonna manage to do that if im lower 😭😭

my camhs worker agreed to start weighing me every 2-3 weeks instead of every week because it was really stressful for me which i’m glad about ^^

in october i was like ‘no im gonna harm reduce im november trust’ and it’s november and im starting it out by fasting and getting 40k steps 😭😭

me and my friends ended up going trick or treating drunk (except me i was sober companion bc im scared of alcohol now) and we got two buckets full of sweets and i ate none of them ☹️☹️

uh guys my gw is only 2kg away now 😳 original ugw is 4kg away 😳 im still miserable 😳

my mother bought me 4 oreo grenade bars because i mentioned i liked them can we all cheer for her

kinda crazy how my walk route gets longer and longer every week… started off at 10k and now it’s 19k 😂😂

okay if i eat 700 cals or under for the next 3 and a bit weeks i could be at 45kg for my birthday omg

didn’t eat today because i’m miserable and this disorder ruins everything 😍😍

yk if i recovered now and i didn’t gain any weight, i could manage it. i wouldn’t be super happy or anything, but i could deal with being like this. but i know id end up gaining sm 💔

me realising that next month i’m not tied to omad and i can eat whenever i want…

officially surpassed my goal of 1.2 milly

my stepsapp is finally giving me cals burnt that make sense instead of telling me i burned 750 cals with 40k steps 🤩

i have 35k steps so i feel a little less guilty about yesterday, even tho i wont be getting 50k today and i’ll probably have to eat aswell

this is actually hella real