I decided that I should think of invasive thoughts (or what I call that) as Touretes syndrome in brain. That makes it easier.
I'd think that maybe it's me being crazy, but they happen only when I think, so I will bench that idea.
I have set a timer to limit my "doing nothing" and then successfully ignored it. Well. It just means that my day shall start later today.
I didn’t know it was possible for everyone in my life to all spontaneously become the most nefarious and inconsiderate people imaginable all at once but somehow they pulled it off 😃
I was doing okay today, because i was trudging my way through pain, but i came out better at the end of the day, with much more to gain so i live to tell what i am about to say, no switching lanes, each second went by without delay, i live to tell nothing stayed the same
These aren't emotional walls anymore. This is an emotional fort. With a moat and guards and archers in the towers. Fucking court wizards doing freaky experiments and everything.





