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♎️⚖️ I work out & I do improv. Work out w/ me via the link in my bio. Catch me doing improv @ The Improv Shop in STL.

St. Louis, MO
Joined March 2009
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all the roads lead back to being an evil bitch because men are shit
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A societal stance my autistic brain can't comprehend is how acknowledging that someone has treated you badly and calling them out on it is considered more disrespectful than actually treating someone badly. It's as if drawing attention to a misdeed is worse than committing one.
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ptsd: something terrible happened to you. complex ptsd: something terrible WAS your entire environment and you had to just live in it. there was no escape.
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people be like… i hate you cause when i was manipulating you, you abandoned me LMFAO
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I used to be a people pleaser and then I realized I never got anything I actually wanted and that my relationships were based on mutual unspoken resentment. So I pivoted to a life of asking for what I want and being seen as an often disagreeable and difficult woman. Much better
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they mean they'll change their entire personality into something you like until they feel they've trapped you
Men be like “ I’d do anything for you ” and then do nothing
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Notice how you don’t stop being favored, loved, or blessed just because someone doesn’t like you. Lmao exactly.
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Making someone feel delusional for accurately sensing deception is the ultimate form of betrayal.
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Can’t name a time I didn’t figure it out
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everybody wants closure from their ex. i just want my money back
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i don’t want nobody to think i still got love for them, i don’t fwu at all gang
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The dirtiest manipulation during a breakup is when a person has already decided to leave u, but they are too much of a coward to take the first step. They are afraid to make that decision and take responsibility, so they intentionally create unbearable conditions for u. They provoke u into arguments, emotional instability, and push you to the point where the idea of ending the relationship comes from u. So that you are the one who does it, and the blame for destroying the relationship falls on u.
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see, i was in the trenches
🚨: Brain scans have revealed children living with unstable families (excessive, arguing, abusive and neglectful) have brain changes similar to combat soldiers after active duty
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“Why don’t autistic people just make socializing their special interest??” So funny story about most Level 1 autistic women,
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the problem with parents is that they are undiagnosed
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Replying to @Variety
this is how men on the outside looking in decide to ruin your peace dim your light take your happiness comfort and destroy cause confusion and strife. they want to experience your life.
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as an autistic person i feel like sometimes i have this sort of “whimsical innocence” that makes it feel like i can’t comprehend somebody being mean. like people doing hateful stuff just doesn't make sense, there's no logical reason for why somebody should be cruel. it puts me in logic loops that end up turning into full blown spiraling when someone actively chooses to be incredibly unkind
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women mask autism so well it looks like emotional intelligence and then they burn out at 30 and nobody understands why
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Do you have the “what the fck is wrong with me” adhd or the “what the fck is wrong with everyone else” autism
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this is the super bowl to me
A second Spinosaurus has just been described
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