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confused, floral, and odd

New York, NY
Joined March 2022
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back to my apartment of doom and despair
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vape haul
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getting discharged today… i’m gonna miss the nurses because they have to listen to me talk or they think im gonna kill myself
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last day in the psych ward
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starting ugly sobbing last night because baymax isn’t real
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been in the psych ward for 2 and a half weeks
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excited for my first cig when i get out on Monday
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They’re really slowly turning Nicole dollanganger and Katie Jane garside into TikTok artists im gonna cut msyelf infront of all of you
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accidentally cut myself at the mental hospital
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in the psych ward and all i can think about is killing myself and getting married and having kids
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i’ve barely been doing any school work while i’ve been in hospital
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if only you knew how bad things are gonna get.
pov ur 17 years old and think this is the worse it can get
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my psychiatrists asking if i’m feeling better
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telling my psychiatrist that i guess i’ll stay alive because i want to read cat marnell’s new book
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me
Imagine being on a date w a girl and she won’t stop hitting her vape
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psychiatrist said to write down things i’m hopeful for and i can’t think of anything
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i’m so depressed
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been at the hospital for two weeks and not showing any real signs of improvement
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i wish someone would bring me flowers :(
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got the psych ward holy communion
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