When you have the will to kill, you have to let it go, I fucking poured it into this track with my little brother, forced ourselves to dump the grief and loss of the last decade into song so that a dark part of my soul was left imprinted in the audio through symbiotic plasmodiosis! Thank you Benjamin! @DJSasquatch2020 this album is really turning into something special.

Revelation of the method is when I tell you, I’m an idiot and you don’t believe me so I have to reveal to you that I am.

Always have always will!

Tried to tell you losers but you said we where “crazy” and that everything you talk about is a “conspiracy” meanwhile y’all was hanging out with cops, but I’m the insane one sure!

JZ chose himself to headline the super bowl lol 😝 I think 50cent got to him on Flagrant.

I desperately have a craving for a real long form of conversation, not a manufactured ones but podcasting is all I get in that space intellectuals just don’t seem to be interested in me after all. I am a moron, but a curious one.

Watching my old comedian friends shit on crowdwork is the millennial equivalent of when the boomers would say “turn that crap down we had way better music in my day.”

I’ll be 40 on November 8th and im just realizing depression never goes away, there isn’t anything you can do about it, and your never gunna make any friends, im not even sure true friendships are possible in western society everyone is using you for something.

Since I have zero interaction on this fucking thing, even the innocuous stuff I post, I know I’ve said it before, but I think it might be time to just get off the Internet altogether. I just don’t wanna give up my fight videos and this is the only site that gives them to me.

I’m sad and lonely and don’t have anybody to talk to you, but that guy doesn’t have any excuse. He’s just a shitty person. Scary how many people will call themselves Christians or Catholics and turn around to be closer to literal demons, then literal demons.

I found myself living in a world where provable power structures are somehow “conspiracies” while the same people ranted on about literal “demonic activity” but no tell me again how I’m crazy I’ll wait….

Chat GPT won’t even let me research modern national socialism. First I said, give me a list of the most prominent Nazi influencers of the modern internet era. It spits out absolute garbage, so I said no give me a list of prominent national socialists on the Internet, and it said it won’t because of racism or some woke nonsense. So it will put people who have never claimed to be Nazis into the Nazi category, but it won’t tell you who actual national socialists are weird A? Yet it did mention two distinctly by name, and then told me it couldn’t tell me who they are, almost like a teaser.

Name a comedy podcast that really makes you laugh; I’m in the mood for something I’ve never heard

I woke up late for work and rushed out the door, I looked across the street from my new apartment to my old apartment, and saw the prize winning pink roses 🌹 I transplanted under the window of that building, in full bloom In late October in Western New York, and I was suddenly struck with a realization of perspective. I was so mad when I lost that apartment after three years but only the mystery of the almighty would engineer me into a better fitting apartment directly across the street so I can loook at the roses I crossbred and planted, every morning in full bloom. God is good, all the time even in our lowest moments.

If you don’t pay attention to that cardboard pizza, your life is going to seem a whole lot shittier and other self-help tips by Joel John, Michael McClure!