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💌 9.39PM Around the time of the June Inspire concert, I was going through a mentally difficult period for various reasons. That person also found out around that time, and it is true that, at the time, I was somewhat emotionally dependent on them. I also know that this story may sound like an excuse. But I want to make it clear that I did not say those words toward the villains I truly loved and believed in. It would also be a lie to say that I had never once been dissatisfied with the members with whom I always lived and shared so much of our work and private lives. However, I can say without a shred of shame that I sincerely cherished and loved the members while I was active with XDIZ, and that I was always grateful for the love the Villains sent me. The members were always people I was proud of and Villains were always people I was grateful for. Now, there is no longer any way for me to prove it, nor is there any chance to rebuild the broken trust even once again. Still, I wanted to make it clear one last time that my feelings toward the fans and my feelings toward the members were always sincere. I believe that how deeply I have loved my fans and the members is best known to the fans who have been with me for so long, the staff and employees who worked with me, the members I love, and my close friends and acquaintances. Lastly, I would like to sincerely apologize to my fans, who have been hurt the most by this matter. What hurts me the most is knowing that all the time and love you gave me to support me, and even the moments when you trusted me, may now feel meaningless or wasted. In the end, I have left a wound that you cannot easily erase, just as you loved me. Knowing that the people I love and care about are suffering because of me is incredibly painful. Even now, none of this feels real, and it feels like I’m living through a nightmare. If this is how I feel, I can’t even begin to imagine how much harder this must be for all of you. I’m truly sorry. I know that simply saying I’m sorry cannot fully express the pain I’ve caused, nor can it undo it. Fansigns and fan meetings, concerts, overseas tours, festivals… So many moments I’ve shared with Villains come flooding back to me. Thank you, sincerely, for giving me so much love and so many memories throughout all those years. I will never forget the love you gave me or the memories we made together. Thank you so much for loving and supporting someone as imperfect as me all this time.