Faithx

lets get back to writing shall we? 😮‍💨 “It doesn't pass. A person doesn't know what they've lost until it's gone.” Nare tried to warn Alya, but I don't think Alya truly understood her words until Cihan stood in front of her and told her he was getting married. Because for so long, Alya could push him away, reject him, challenge him, and Cihan would still be there, choosing her. Perhaps that's why she went as far as the wedding hall, expecting him to stop her without ever admitting that she wanted him to. Her pride wouldn't let her say what her heart wanted, and she took Cihan's anger and his words as a challenge, never truly believing he would let her go through with it. But Cihan never imagined, even in his worst nightmares, that Alya would actually sit at that table and marry someone else. He gave her that choice out of anger, never expecting her to take it this far. And now Alya is finally confronting the possibility of losing the man she always believed would be there, while Cihan is preparing to move forward because he believes she has already made her choice. Nare's words hit differently when Alya protests that Cihan was the one who told her to get married. Because telling someone to go doesn't mean you expect them to actually leave (this goes back to “git” in ep 64, but that's a post for another day), and giving someone a choice doesn't mean you won't be hurt by the one they make. But Alya cannot keep holding Cihan responsible for a decision she ultimately made herself. After losing Şahin, she understands that some losses only reveal their true weight once you're forced to live with the absence they leave behind. And now she's trying to make Alya understand that she might not realise what Cihan means to her until she has to face a life without him. Alya never truly had to face the possibility of losing Cihan because, despite everything, he kept choosing her. Now, witnessing this, she's finally beginning to understand what his absence might mean. As Nare reminds her, she put that ring on her finger. And now she has to face the consequences of that choice, even if her heart never truly wanted it.

You’re already predicting a ratings drop and planning to boycott episodes 69 and 70 when you don’t even know what happens in them, why don’t you do us a favor and stop watching!! It’s just you and your f*cking negative thoughts so save us the headache will you???

Cihan is standing in front of the woman he was supposed to marry 3 months ago, the love of his life, the woman he’d sacrifice his life for, and she’s telling him she has a wedding. After being abandoned on his wedding day, what is he supposed to do? Pressure her into choosing him? He wants her to choose him because she wants to… oh Cihan 😔