Lune

as i am getting my senses back, after 3 days being possessed by hatred and frustration, i need to address something, if u dont like this i am sorry: Things are getting vicious. and it scares me. as much as I hate what he did it is not entirely his fault. it's 95% gmmtv's fault for pulling stupid stunt to lauching the cp. we have to remind ourselves Aou is someone's child too. He is a person with feelings. I was a Daily. and I adore both of them tho i am more Boom biased. I dont deny Aou is kind, caring, and attentative to people around him. Just like how he cared for our Jelly. i dont think those are fake. but as i am getting my senses, we have to think of possibility he was pressured. Idk maybe there is time he fought himself not to accept the offer. i would like to believe leaving a friend like B was probably hard for him. but he's in Jasper, where all of his members are established. fans keep comparing. He's the only one struggling. The pressure and insecurity probably high for him. i dont know why, he had to be cold and disrespectful towards B at the end. maybe some influences around him.. idk. gmmtv pulled this stunt and we are all attacking one person. one person that always been mistreated by the company. maybe we should change the target to that stupid company instead. because when they pull this stunt i dont think they even care abt the backlashes Aou's gonna get. at one point i feel like they just wanna destroy both Aou and Boom to the core. i do want him to get his Karma. but not to the point he lost his job, passion and himself. i just want him to realized no matter how u wanna achieve ur dream, never forgot those who were always there for you. i am not trying to be nice all of the sudden. i dont deny i said some mean things too, i liked those mean comments. i am not decent. i am not nice. but I would still like for us to have some good in us. because at the end of the day, we're just fans behind the screen. Aou is a public figure that has to endure all this hate, because of GMMTV stupid PR stunt. i hope this would get pass through all Jellies, even if u may not agree.