I GOT A JOB! A little over a month after leaving my job because I got so sick I was bed ridden, I was able to find another job. And it's only a 10 minute walk from home! No more asking for rides and worrying about how im going to get to and from work.
For my birthday my roommate gave me a pair of shoes they found in the laundry room and wore a couple times but they were too big.
They wear a size 5 im size 11!
Trying to trick me into eating something I don't want or that I hate is a very easy way to get slapped. 🥰
I ate a whole slice of pizza today 🥳 I know it doesn't seem like much but it's the first time a ate more then a bit or two in over a month!
33 DAYS! I spent 33 days completely bedridden. I could barely move, barely sleep, couldn't eat, I couldn't even keep down water! All I could do was throw up and have diarrhea. I lost 55 lbs in a month. I have no idea what's wrong with me. But yesterday I decided to... 1/2
Out of all the shit I've been through, who would have ever thought I would be temporarily trapped living with a diagnosed schizophrenic with paranoid delusions who also has addictions? Which obviously makes it worse.
Good and Bad news
Good news, I can no longer be forced to work 12hr shifts.
Bad news, the only reason I can't be forced is because of a medical restriction due to my heart and blood pressure.
Im so tired and frustrated and horny. I work 12 hrs and come home to toddlers screaming my roommate screaming at the top of her lungs at them ,so I can't sleep. This is my everyday life right now. No sleep, no peace, no privacy.
There's a group of guys at my job that loves their diesel trucks and wear hoodies that say "Defund the EPA"........ Too bad hitting them in the throat is assault. 😒
I'll be making $51/hr tonight when I go into work but I prefer to be at home sleeping. I haven't had a day off since Thanksgiving and I won't again until Christmas.
I wish I was rich so I could recruit my kind of people to move to my town. Living in a small racist town is depressing.
