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i don’t even feel disordered i just feel like a fat girl who can’t stick to her diet plan
okay so it happened again today 🙁 im scared of not counting calories now today was the worst i just wanna starve and die
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queria ser aquela transtornada magerrima que tem medo de comer mas eu so sou a gorda que come toda a geladeira
guys im gonna attempt to recover…Im stuck in this binge restrict cycle and i really started hating the way my body has been looking and just thinking about food ALL the time.but at the same time i still really wanna be underweight and skinny..
looking at my body stresses me out counting calories stresses me out eating stresses me out thinking about calories stresses me out my bmi stresses me out peanut butter stresses me out
im so tired of being in this cycle of binge and restrict…I just want to lose weight to be prettier why am I making this so hard
I feel so bad and guilty I binged so badly today…had 6 spoonfuls of peanut butter and a bunch of bullshit in my pantry 😢😢
I hate feeling full why do I keep doing it !!!!!!!!!!!! hate myself right now why can’t I just be skinny








