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๊ฉœใ…ค 21. ใ…คโ€” ใ…คmdni. ใ…คโ€” ใ…ค#johnny
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automatically do his lips open to deny , but words find no ground . as if they were dragged away by the internal want he faces every day . swallows , instead , the heavy lump of doubt that comes with runa settling next to him . ร—
โ € โ € "he will know exactly what the idea is. โ € bonded, โ € remember?" โ € hand slides down to press a single finger against bode's soft belly, โ € getting to the top bunk with a jump, โ € minding to
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โ€œใ…คyeah ,ใ…คโ€ murmurs , falling back against the pillow of his bunk , staring ahead at runa hesitantly . โ€œใ…คit's fine .ใ…คโ€
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head doesn't necessarily push into the hand against cheek , but . . . he hums , sitting up some , with the twisting in his stomach settling . โ€œใ…คy ' don't think you should . . . wait for him ,แฃ might get the wrong idea .ใ…คโ€
โ € โ € "went for a walk, โ € probably will be back late." โ € his thumb brushes against bode's cheekbone, โ € letting out a small snort. โ € "and this is going to sound ridiculous but i, โ € uh โ € .. โ € can't โ € .. โ € sleep
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he's in no state to fight , like this . the nausea reminds him of worse times โ€” and tired as he is , finds no ability to flee . eyes open into a squint , staring up to runa . โ€œใ…คare you . . . what about cal ,แฃใ…คโ€
โ € โ € "i, โ € uh โ € .. โ € got mad at cal over something, โ € but it's fine." โ € with a little extra effort, โ € he reaches enough to kiss bode's forehead. โ € "got space for one more?"
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it's easing off , at least . the comfort helps . feeling runa no longer so upset helps . wonders , distantly , where cal is . . . the hand is on his cheek , though , and he leans into it mindlessly . โ€œใ…คs ' fine .ใ…คโ€
โ € โ € "sorry, โ € really โ € .. โ € i didn't know โ € .." โ € there's no reason for his hand to shy away, โ € therefore he guides the caresses up to cup bode's cheek, โ € softly move some hair away from his face.
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a mumble of confirmation โ€” more so to make sure runa didn't think he was ignoring him . speaking makes him feel like he'll spew up his lunch . leaning into the comforting hand , just a little .
โ € โ € "oh โ € .. โ € right, โ € sorry." โ € bringing a hand to rub his shoulder, โ € genuinely apologeticโ€”โ€”looking. โ € ears lower, โ € and tail curls around own leg. โ € "i'll fix it."
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ใ…คโ€œใ…คwonder why in the world โ€”ใ…คโ€ can't even finish his sentence . gags . turning away from the light invading his eyeballs . he feels hungover , for goodness sake .
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ใ…คeyes pressed closed . cannot even speak from how nauseated he is . Please Enough .
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ใ…คthese two give him such a headache . he wishes this pillow could drown them out .
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โ€œใ…คshe has one ,ใ…คโ€ countered immediately , emotions weighing heavy , tail around wrist enough to grant him a small amount of stability . โ€œใ…คshe has more than she ever had , now . there's nothing more i can say that i haven't already .ใ…คโ€
โ € โ € before he can entirely leave, โ € runa's tail wraps around bode's wrist, โ € pulling him hard enough to make him turn around. โ € "nothing's better than her dad." โ € crossing both arms over his chest, โ € runa
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touch to back leaves vulnerability at his neck . bode can only bask in it for so long before it becomes too much too fast โ€” pulling away and unable to look back . โ€œใ…คno .ใ…คโ€ too rough , too filled with emotion to be truth . ร—
โ € โ € runa is focused during a good part of the message, โ € willing to give bode the space he needed to 'talk' with his daughter. โ € said focus dies out when he does hear something ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ by the table,
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โ€œใ…คshe's got better things to do .ใ…คโ€
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the mention of greeze makes him freeze for all of a moment , before continuing to the holo table to scroll to her message quietly . upon seeing her small form , grinning to the side with the beginning of the transmission , bode feels ร—
โ € โ € "you tell me." โ € with a sigh of his own, โ € runa's tail points towards the board at the holo table. โ € "third one, โ € from today's morning. โ € you can ignore the other two, โ € is just greeze fuzzing."
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peace for that moment . kata's face returns to him , the same happiness she had mere moments ago fading as she appears to remember what she was meant to be doing . the peace cracks instantly . a hurried , rushed voice , telling him ร—
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how she is while away with merrin . what they've been doing . the man's grip on the table is not gentle by the end of the message , his daughter's form disappearing without a trace of affection . he stands stiff , staring blankly .
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it gets a stiff snort from him , clearing his throat to hide the amusement that festered . โ€œใ…คmemory of a mound of dirt ,ใ…คโ€ murmurs , nonchalant despite the tease . side eyes the table once more before sighing . โ€œ which one ,แฃ โ€
โ € โ € "because not cal nor BD know what order is, โ € apparently." โ € brows furrowed, โ € a hand pressing against his temple. โ € "i told him to sort his messages and he didn't listen."
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there the moment kata is mentioned . but , as is his role , looks to runa with a pinch of concern . โ€œใ…คhow are you always looking for something ,แฃใ…คโ€
โ € โ € "@greyedforce, โ € you got a holo from kata. โ € come check it while i fucking find โ € .." โ € and he drifts off, โ € notoriously stressed while scrolling through a long list in a holo tablet.
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a scoff is drawn from lungs , eyes rolling intermittently . โ€œใ…คyou're reading into it .ใ…คโ€ except , he's kind of * not . fingers linger on shoulder , taking a massive effort to not lower them further . screw runa and all these ร—
โ € โ € "i don't know, โ € it's kinda hot today." โ € voice hums in thought, โ € hands going from his chest to rest at both of his hips, โ € purposefully letting bode see the ridges at his chest and ribs better.
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temptations . โ€œใ…คyou were about to throw something to find that shirt a minute ago . wear it .ใ…คโ€
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