there are a lot of reasons why I keep playing osu and tournaments, but I think bens is definitely one of the biggest ones
I probably would've quit playing tournaments during 5wc'26 when I hurt my finger if it weren't for him🥹
all he really did was invite me to play in a tournament but looking back, I think that was exactly what I needed the most at that time
if that hadn't happened, my fingers would probably still be like soggy french fries