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Every month i be losing it then towards the VERY END i feel ok then MONTHS STARTS OVER and i lose it again

If chronovoid and cryostasis vandal had a baby

I feel sick to my stomach and i need to be killed

What it feels like to do anything

Been so anxious recently i feel like everyones gonna actually kill me if i say anything that they wont like i seriously only add onto what someone says im losing it

Took a peek at my journal that was written in * bc my mom deadass a snoop and be invalidating ur feelings like its breathing air

I feel like this video constantly

This is what plays in my head whenever anyone talks to me when i dont have a fully belly

Starvation hits whenever i get mad so i just be angry and have hellah stomach pain

Remembering the time i didnt have any social media and i was lowk thriving

Petty fat chungus i am

I be denying any help from doctors cuz im trying to run away from the fact theres something wrong with me

I be lying straight out my ass the way i say i can communicate well cuz i deadass shove my feelings so far down my throat i throw up at the thought of saying how i feel