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upcono behind by jihoon 🥹 he said he was disappointed that he couldn’t give it his all bc he had to hold back due to his cold 🐶 when we filmed upcono 🐶 idk if you guys noticed too, i was holding back a lot 🐶 was it for 3 days? 4 days? 🐶 filming the music video.. it was a day where we filmed the mv for a super long time 🐶 you know when i had a cold at its peak 🐶 when my cold wouldn’t go away, when i had a continuous cold in october 🐶 on the day i caught a really severe cold, on the day of the upcono shoot itself 🐶 me and jeongwoo came back to the dorm at 8 am.. 🐶 did we come in at like 7 am? after washing up it was 8 am 🐶 it was a location shooting, right, we had to go to the tunnel 🐶 in the car with jeongwoo, hahh we had to head out after 4 hours 🐶 after washing up, putting on a face mask, and lying down 🐶 it was a bit past 8 am 🐶 after staying like that, i got up after catching a brief sleep 🐶 and that’s how we filmed it 🐶 but before we did that, we did a rehearsal. they said they were doing a mic test 🐶 doing the mic test, my condition was so bad i caught such a severe cold 🐶 well my cold didn’t go away for like 2 weeks back then, right 🐶 it was a bit tough at that time, my voice wouldn’t come out during rehearsal 🐶 how could the timing be like this.. 🐶 even inkigayo tried to adjust the schedule for us 🐶 our schedule was so busy back then, my physical condition was so bad 🐶 the day i taped my shoulder on the set when filming the mv, it was the next day after that 🐶 after the scene ended on that set, we moved to the tunnel at dawn 🐶 and kept filming in the tunnel. so the tunnel was really cold, you know? 🐶 but even inkigayo, because of pre recording preparations, pushed the time back as much as possible, and that was the result 🐶 they showed us total consideration and the company tried to coordinate the schedule too 🐶 but when your body doesn’t follow, your body just doesn’t follow 🐶 when singing, i just held back a lot and sang really quietly 🐶 tbh singing on upcono, i could have sung much better 🐶 just.. without going off pitch, it felt like i just sang to get through it? 🐶 it felt like i just sang through so i actually feel super disappointed 🐶 it’s a bit disappointing 🐶 is the reaction ok? 🐶 if the reaction is ok, that’s such a relief 💬 there are only compliments 🐶 that’s good? 🐶 but if i did it with my default physical state, i might have heard that i did even better 🐶 that makes it even more disappointing 🐶 if i sang with average condition, i could have heard i did even better 🐶 when singing, i tried not to do chorus as much as possible 🐶 hyunsuk hyung did it instead, he did a lot for me instead 🐶 originally i was supposed to do a lot of chorus too but i couldn’t do any of that 🐶 couldn’t do chorus, and sang the song way too flatly 🐶 when i monitor it myself, it feels like i was holding back way too much, so i couldn’t watch the video 🐶 anyway, it was like that 🐶 it’s a bit disappointing in many ways 🐶 but if everyone likes it, that’s great and such a relief 🐶 gd sunbaenim liked it? 🐶 👏🏻👏🏻 thank you~ 🐶 i-i-i feel shy 🐶 i could have done better so it’s a bit disappointing