Lani

Hi friends. 2015 is coming to a close, and I have decided not to renew chemobabe.com.

thank God, sis. May we say the same of 2017.

❤️☺️❤️☺️❤️☺️❤️ xitter.gq/xeni/status/7748447780…

I remember my onc told me that they didn't know if Herceptin needed chemo or not to be effective. But all the data were with chemo.

it would a changed so so much. 😳

holy shit

love you so.

(((hugs)))

oh shit girl. Who??

Thank you for this beautiful tribute to @jodyms #bcsm xitter.gq/lizszabo/status/733464…

Sadness seeps into the cracks of my life and weighs me down. I don't know how to answer when people here and now ask me how I am.

Unlike my IRL friends, though, I am not connected to her husband, her sister, her family. So I grieve in between my regular life.

Although I have not been an active participant in #bcsm for some time, @jodyms was a friend who went beyond my online cancer support.

I am at the post-cancer phase of basically living my "regular" life -- modified by late side effects and other such things.

It's hard to explain how the death of an online cancer sister can shake me up so profoundly. It's more than PTSD. It's existential. #bcsm

thanks for checking in. It's been hard news, even knowing it was imminent. Hope you are well.

These lines from Mary Oliver, a poet @jodyms and I loved, keep echoing through my head today. #bcsm

Y'all. I don't even have all the words. Just so much heartbreak. I think that is all I've got tonight. #bcsm #💔