Luxie ⋆.𐙚 ̊

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I don’t feel worthy of being alive anymore, I want to get back to my lw. When I’ll reach 38kg again that’s when I’ll deserve love and friends.

I hate this, I hate being perceived, I feel like every stranger can tell how much I hate myself and how pathetic I am I’m a fattie trying to pass as skinny, an ugly girl trying to pass as a pretty one, a boring person trying to be cool There’s nothing special about me, I suck

This guy I’m seeing said he’s not ready for a relationship Okay I guess I’ll just kms in front of you to make you feel bad about not wanting me

I lowk wanna relapse into sh. I’ve been clean for 3 years but things are getting worse lately and I miss the comfort sh brought

I don’t get how someone can be part of a community for so long and suddenly switch up like this. Sure there are sick people on edtwt like in any community but most of us are just mentally ill people looking for a safe space. Wishing you a safe and happy recovery tho

I hate not being able to take laxatives. I can’t risk it on school days I might end up shitting myself and I’m always too busy on weekends

My personal ed moodboard

Since everyone is doing this trend My personal bpd moodboard

How is everyone recovering. Please I need to know your secret. How do you find in your heart to recover

I might be the og sad girl

I’m so jealous of people who can control themselves around food. No matter how much I eat it’s never enough. There’s a black hole inside of me that I’m constantly trying to fill. I know food won’t fill the emptiness or ease the melancholy I feel but what else am I supposed to do?

The amount of people saying yes… maybe I’m too brown for this