milk • ( Femme Fet Fatale ) 🤡❤️‍🔥✨

anyway back to the flying monkey backstabbing fake ass bitch. i literally was still showing kindness & compassion towards her (before all the mean girl bs was brought to my attention but knowing me i probs was still nice after bc not everything was revealed to me all at once- hard to remember the timeline, p sure i kept it cool about the lies/rumors although ill never forget how my ex was talking to me during the car ride that all came up- he used it as a weapon & probs was like “whatever she’s heavily twisting stories i’ve told publicly but she’s ‘just looking out for her friend’ bc he asked for ‘tea’ on me” & i was able to nip it in the bud quick after being talked to by my ex in a gross manor trying to use her word as truth/a weapon). she’d call my ex crying about her boy problems while we’d be laying in bed together. he had no interest in giving her emotional support / didn’t really know how so id type on my notes app how he should respond / DBT tips to tell her on how to help her calm down while she was hysterical over her drama w/ her on & off dude.

she claimed i was a “psycho” who has broken into multiple exes houses (lie), that i “crashed out bc a 19 year old wasn’t interested in me when i was in my late 20s” (also a complete lie). trying to make me look like a criminal & a crashout for crying over someone under legal drinking age / barely legal for not wanting to sleep with me or some shit which when i was told by my ex the name of the person she was referring to um yeah he wasn’t 19. he was 22 & this was years ago. he was my friend who would call me when he had ptsd episodes every night for a month straight after he got out of an abvsive relationship and i held him while he cried in my arms until he fell asleep because i was severely worried about his mental health only for him to start seeing a girl older than me at the time who was SW-phobic which made him completely switch up and crash out on me- making baseless accusations about how i was just like his evil ex i can only assume bc she just so happened to also be in the industry. he yelled at me full volume otp for 2 hours straight about a bunch of non-sense that he was pulling out of his ass out of nowhere seemingly overnight after a few dates with the anti-SW girl (who btw fed a 20 year old a whole bottle of tequila to a kid who JUST got out of rehab for alcoholism & had damage to his esophagus from his drinking habit who she was trying to sleep with).

the switch up in her attitude towards me was a very subtle at first- only to l8r find out she was calling me a “bitch” behind my back & making up EXTREMELY defamatory lies about me she was feeding him to try and convince him to stay away from me.

she went from being someone i was friendly with for years. i miraculously stopped her from filming w a known abvser in the industry by happenstance on a random phone call one nite yrs ago. never did anything wrong to her. was always nice. until she knew i started seeing ex…

i don’t want to apply for any of ur upcoming events. the venue this one was going to be at has extreme significance to me. but ofc you’re actually going to be showing a film (not sure if thats day 2) with one of my ex’s monkeys who helped fuel his abvsive behavior towards me!:)

i have my suspicions because who says that especially when they should be well aware of the subject matter of my film and that it’s a depiction of my experience in an abvsive relationship… feels like the most throwaway generic shit you could say my dude.

i got rejected from another film festival. had to cut down on “an hours worth total of short films” but was also told to resubmit for the same festrunners events in the future because my film was “cool and well done” … does that sound like the PIC actually watched it to you ??

I finally released my 22 min long dark fetish art film (based on my own experiences) on Monday. As angel tries to grow her wings to fly free from the cage, she is halted by various methods of bondage & thick black slime leaking from the ceiling. You can find it on my sites. 🥀❤️‍🔥

Victims of abuse usually end up not being likable after they escape the abuse, or are still in it because trauma makes you unlikable, it makes you mentally unstable. It is TRUAMA. Being a long term abuser makes it easier for the abuser to appear “normal”. They know the game, they know how to pretend and appear “calm” while their victims look like “crashouts” due to the harm inflicted onto them. Idk why this is rocket science to people.