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Mademoiselle X

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posthumanism. mecha. body horror. somatoparaphrenia. extropy. ║⌥║ minors do not interact

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Joined May 2025
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I also have a signal and matrix you can dm me for those
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I wish I really felt like a better person. I feel like a different person but I worry I’m just flawed in different ways
holly (@hollypilled) profile pictureholly@hollypilledOct 28
hey whats it called when you break out of your depression and start becoming a better person and then something happens that retraumatizes you all over again and your mental health takes a nose dive and you end up right where you started
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total opposite experience for me. SNRIs “working” was being in so much fear every second of my life and “withdrawal” was like discovering the ability to make my own choices was inside me all along
izzy 🍥 (@bisexualdeleuze) profile pictureizzy 🍥@bisexualdeleuzeOct 27
It’s funny that SNRIs work so insanely well but they don’t recommend them until you get to like Level 3 Depression because of the Heroin like withdrawals lol
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amy ⚢ 🐦‍⬛@sister_ames11h
traditionally, the butch pilots the aircraft and the femme is either the RIO or the WSO.
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If I’m getting a common cold right now I will flip out and kill myself
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It’s just dehydration it’s just dehydration it’s just dehydration
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or maybe it’s all the chlorine I’m inhaling at work
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Ugh.
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Heartbreaking! Shirou Emiya still boymoding in public
Busy Bear Lagoa🩷💜🩵 (@Ursoocupado) profile pictureBusy Bear Lagoa🩷💜🩵@Ursoocupado19h
Fate/Stay Night gals
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I’m definitely transgender in the sense that theories of transmisogyny apply to me but I don’t think I’m transgender in the sense that I can be classified as sharing personal or even community goals with most other transgender people
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kept that shit in so good until a stressful moment and lost control and BAM it’s over
kai 🎧 (@ka1pilled) profile picturekai 🎧@ka1pilledOct 27
trying not to say 'so you hate me' 15x a day
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hahahaa I’m already reminiscing? it’s a gun in the mouth type of day
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They’re doing gene knockout experiments on Qwen
josh :) (@jfonsecarivera) profile picturejosh :)
@jfonsecariveraOct 27
Replying to @Sauers_
qwen-neurons-site.vercel.app… i did a sweep on every neuron and had haiku categorize and rate by weirdness :) the search and the combos are fun!
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Crazy busy day today thank you for tolerating my absence. It will be a crazy busy next couple weeks but I love you all!!!
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I have procedures scheduled that I cannot announce because the insurance companies will sabotage me. I have procedures scheduled that I cannot announce because the insurance companies will sabotage me.
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is it weird to say this is what self-care while suicidal feels like
NagiNyata (@NagiNyata) profile pictureNagiNyata@NagiNyataOct 27
[Repost] Mother's love.
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sometimes you see people who just have the worst possible influences around them and you cannot intervene because if you did it would sound like this
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it’s the “wearing a prosthetic is a choice bc you can just use your mouth, look at this guy painting with his mouth” argument again
jade 💚 (@4ng31d0g) profile picturejade 💚@4ng31d0gOct 27
my issue with "transitioning is a choice" as rhetoric isn't that i necessarily think it's not a choice, it's that cis people think that choosing to transition is a kind of privilege
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kinda the worst thing that happened to me this year was remembering how much of this happened to me
Type IV (@symmetricdomain) profile pictureType IV@symmetricdomainOct 26
So this is actually pretty easy to explain and it has to do with how gendered behavior is perceived in boys vs girls. Even pre everything we still internalize relational behaviors from women around us. Our parents pick up on these subtle behaviors and it has two consequences
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every form of abuse I’ve been in I shut up about because there was someone else who “had it worse” so I thought I was just not allowed to “make myself the victim” and you think this sounds like a complex but no, your close friends will accuse you of complicity
clem🕯️🕸️ (@femmesilverhand) profile pictureclem🕯️🕸️@femmesilverhandOct 26
being a victim of severe abuse is actually so dehumanising, you can't talk about the full extent of it with anyone, even those that care about u, because u need to make it palatable for everyone or they will make you feel disgusting as if u decided what your abusers did to you
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