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while i was in the mental hospital, i had recurring dreams of ranking up in valorant.

Victims of abuse usually end up not being likable after they escape the abuse, or are still in it because trauma makes you unlikable, it makes you mentally unstable. It is TRUAMA. Being a long term abuser makes it easier for the abuser to appear “normal”. They know the game, they know how to pretend and appear “calm” while their victims look like “crashouts” due to the harm inflicted onto them. Idk why this is rocket science to people.