I didn’t feel like eating the past two days. The hunger doesn’t bother me. It only does at night. I wonder how many days I can go without eating. I should do 2 more days.
There’s this new wave of people on TikTok claiming racism against white people is a huge problem. I guess flipping the entire narrative is a trend now. “Cracker” will never be a slur I’m very sorry. Unlike the slurs invented against POC, it’s just weak.
“The replacement” isn’t real. White people originally came from a region that wasn’t that big. If anything, they’d be smaller by nature’s law. Yet it grew like any other population according to nature, but had to fuck everything up because people’s lives are for sale.
I took a silly test yesterday to find out my type and I actually realised I’m not that into white people, European white specifically. This might sound funny but they have the same set of features to me. It’s not that diverse.
I often get their names mixed up too. So I don’t get it when they claim any other race looks similar, especially when they say it about Asians because no they don’t! And Asia is a big continent, including north, east, south and west.
Am I white for kinda being upset about AO3 being down. Like. Not throwing a fit but I am disappointed when I feel like revisiting a fic or posting my own and finding that it’s down. Oh my god my skin got lighter with every sentence. Oh my gosh my eyes are blue
I can’t draw anymore. Can’t sing or write a song or compose one. Can’t do anything to express my feelings right. I can’t do anything right.
5 year old phone overheating the second I open any app, my hands are shaky, I don’t have any new ideas and I’m losing interest in everything I once liked so you can conclude I won’t post any art. For a long time. if come back and do I’d probably be rebranded.
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i really hate drawing kaworu's hair #Evangelion
A bunch of bots have been unfollowing me so I’m not surprised I went from 2.6 to 2.4. I’m sure a bunch of you sickos followed me because I was in the hospital every now n then, and everyone had a saviour complex all a sudden. I’m boring and pessimistic. None of you r my friends.
















