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21 • she • blk • ⚢ • bulimic

ugw 55 • mdni
Joined February 2026
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locking in. trying to prevent binging as much as possible so breakfast will be matcha with fruit every weekday yay
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how it felt praying to god for help as a kid
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This is all I have and it’s not even mine
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Anok Yai for Teen Vogue.
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I’m struggling I’m struggling I’m struggling I’m struggling I hate this disorder I’m struggling
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I want to recover I want to I’m trying I can’t I want to *** it’s be better than whatever this is I hate how I look I’ll always hate it hate hate hate
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I want to disappear forever
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just looked in the mirror #starvethat
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stupid disorder I feel like shit and it’s telling me the only way to feel better is to fast but I know it’s a lie but I’d rather feel like shit physically than mentally idk
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I’m throwing all my food away bye
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I’m terrified to weigh myself so I’m gonna spend like everyday in the gym and fast until Wednesday so the scale doesn’t go up I’m so terrified I’m so scared
I feel so fat and so ugly today my god I need to stop eating like a fucking normal person I need to go back to cucumber and eggs I hate having an ed I hate it I hate it I feel like shit I’m so fat oh my god
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I know I’ve gained I’ll purge everyday if I have to I WILL be locked in.
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I feel so fat and so ugly today my god I need to stop eating like a fucking normal person I need to go back to cucumber and eggs I hate having an ed I hate it I hate it I feel like shit I’m so fat oh my god
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I just wanna eat normally please but I also don’t b c I get suicidal ill jump out the window rn this is exhausting im so fucking huge omg zero self control
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I have to worry about food for the rest of my life I can’t escape it…
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soy la amiga me temo 😋
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spongebob squarepants if you can hear me please help me
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I feel huge and disgusting and idk who that pretty girl in the mirror is so I’m fasting until Wednesday
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