samantha 🐛

I was like deeply depressed and financially insecure a couple years ago and couldn’t afford my meds and my friend at the time tried to say it was manipulative of me to say quitting my meds cold turkey could kill me but she didn’t know about The Deadly Rash

I feel like people don’t believe me when I talk about how fucking insane I feel when I miss a day of my meds so posts like these are so validating

Idk if I’m the best at picking hospital visit attire

Love the hospital so much I just can’t stay away

Breaking my fingers trying to hit “not now” so hard every time I open discord

men like Billy Corgan don’t actually see people like Gerard as gender non conforming / like when a cis guy calls his nonbinary partner his girlfriend when they’re not around

My little brother wants to join the army I’m going to be SICK

I hosted a swap event today

Come to Florida

Wait hold on I take it back

I cannot keep up with mcr anymore for my own health I have to pretend nothing is happening

If there’s one thing our group of friends does well, it’s substances

I don’t know who all the problematic celebrities are I don’t know anything about anything that’s happening ever all I know is fat baby hand in oats

I stopped drinking alcohol because it stopped being fun and always made my stomach hurt so now I’m one of those people that says “I don’t really drink anymore” #lame #loser #nofun #boring

You’re doing it wrong

Me taking my adderall with a Red Bull every day

Need more tats!!!!

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Wait what do you mean!