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"I'm trying, I'm trying"

Joined January 2022
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Do you like emo and black metal music? Then you should go listen to my song, "In Love With My Executioner". (I also did the cover art myself) mycryforyou.bandcamp.com/tra…
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Shoulder dominant physique because I give the foids "uppies" routinely
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I suppose I've always had a pretty specific type
You know what hurts? The only person that's ever loved you using what she knows makes you feel horrible in order to try to drive you to suicide, because she's stopped caring about you and now wants you dead, and you don't even know why she does or what you did. That hurts.
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And it wears him out
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There is a diamond necklace and engagement ring in a box under my bed but I'm holding my pillow to fall asleep
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Number one yearner and his Halloween costume
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475 pounds is not enough for me
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No amount of weight means anything to me anymore tbh. Nobody is proud of me. I have nobody but myself so I just keep pulling.
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When she tells me she doesn't like what she sees in the mirror but I genuinely hear the final chorus to cherry waves every time I see her
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When she tells me she doesn't like how she looks but when I'm with her shapes and colours are all I see
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Day 114: At first I was like "mori buntarou is literally me" as a larp But then it stopped being larp
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Doing this with a sprained finger and nerve damage in my left hand btw. Good luck ever keeping me down.
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Day 113. Went back to see the place I stayed while I was homeless for five months last year. It was nostalgic. I wish I could go back tbh. I would go through five months of starving and homelessness just to be able to do things right at the end of it. I was happier then.
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Yes, I am training to protect fluttershy from those that try to take advantage of her social anxiety
The sensitive young man tried to watch MLP to make his GH injections less scary but everypony was being mean to fluttershy :(
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The sensitive young man tried to watch MLP to make his GH injections less scary but everypony was being mean to fluttershy :(
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Day 110 Went on a weighted ruck. Burned 2933 calories.
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Day 109. Everybody on this app is so miserable all the time. I'm sick of everybody blackpilling about relationships. I lie to myself every time I blame others, by failing to forsake my anger I am naught but dodging accountability.
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I don't need others to see how their actions affected me in order to better myself. I don't need to whine about my solitude in order to do something about it. I don't need to brag about my betterment for it to mean something. I hate how that's all people, myself included, do here
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Day 105. No more Twitter for me for a bit, it's affecting my relationship with the people I love most.
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I fucking love the barbell bruises. I love the bruised jaw. I love the scars on my face from taking knees. I love the brain fog from being knocked out. I love the rotator cuff pain. I love my destroyed nose. I love every mark that shows I never give up.
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i do not lift for attention from w*men... i lift to make emi ibarazaki proud of ME. Mad?
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>3000 calorie breakfast before gym. Stimulants going hard.
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Day 100 of being a better person. I'm almost grateful for the conditions that forced me upon this journey.
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