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Tanea was invited to P Diddy's mansion on Star Island by an Arabian prince who promised to change her life. She was a singer looking for a break. What she found inside that house was women drugged unconscious on the floor, girls who couldn't stand up being carried into back rooms, and people doing things to each other that she says she will never be able to get out of her head.
They arrived at 6:30 in the morning. Security locked their phones inside sealed bubble cases at the door. One of Diddy's sons walked through the crowd handpicking which girls were allowed inside the house. He gave Tanea a pair of white slippers and said "everybody who gets these shoes gets to go inside." Her friend wasn't chosen.
She put the shoes on and walked in.
Every corner of that house had something happening. People having sex in the open. Bodies laid out unconscious on the floor. People dressed up in costumes with red lipstick who she says should not have been at a party with grown adults at 7 in the morning. She won't say exactly what she saw because she doesn't want to incriminate herself. But she says it looked like something out of a movie that nobody would ever believe.
Then she heard Diddy's voice behind her. "That's the one I want. I want her."
The prince had been telling her for weeks "your life is never going to be the same." Now she understood what that meant. The whole month in Miami, the promises about producers, the "surprise" he kept talking about - it was all a setup to deliver her to that house.
Diddy walked up to her multiple times. Stood in her face with what she describes as a dark spirit behind his eyes. Another famous rapper started groping her. Waitresses kept pushing drinks into her hands. She says it felt like being hunted - everyone watching to see when she would finally take the drink and stop resisting.
She didn't. She walked out, caught a taxi to a random location, and flew home that night. She had to call the police to get away from the prince.
When the Diddy scandal broke two years later, everyone who called her a liar came back to apologize.
"I know the devil when I see it. And I saw it in that house."
Was Tanea the one who got lucky enough to walk out - or is she just the only one willing to say what happens to the girls who didn't?
Annie Knight let 583 strangers have sex with her in six hours, and the only thing she complained about was that her fluffer didn't show up. Every man got about 30 seconds before a guy with a stopwatch yelled "next," and anyone who couldn't get hard was sent to the back of the line. Two days later doctors were checking her for a rupture, and she says the stunt tripled her $200,000 a month.
In the video below, she explains exactly how it all worked.
She studied medicine for two years and had a $60,000 marketing job at a shopping center until her bosses found her OnlyFans and fired her. She started with bikini pics, moved on to nudes and then filmed with guys she met on dating apps.
Two thousand men signed up through a simple form that asked for a name, age and location, and nobody had to show a test. She booked a swingers club, hired twelve staff and security and ordered a thousand condoms with her own face on them.
One man who couldn't perform kept trying for three hours until the whole room cheered him on. Two best friends bumped into each other in the line and went in together, and another flew in from Melbourne just to suck her toes.
She says she climaxed six times and let the guys who threw her around the room stay longer than the timer allowed.
Her best friend of ten years proposed to her a week after they started dating, and she has no plans to stop after the wedding. Now she is thinking about taking men's virginities or pleasuring older men for her next challenge.
Is this empowerment, or has OnlyFans completely erased the line?
Cristina Nesbit was a 22-year-old sorority girl with a 4.0 GPA when she answered an online ad for clothing models. Two days later she was trapped in a San Diego hotel room on an empty floor, where two men filmed her from 4 PM until 4:20 AM and later dubbed moaning over her crying face. They swore the video would only be sold on DVDs in South America. It went up on Pornhub, and soon it was projected on a screen at a frat party in front of her little brother.
In the video below, she shows her face and tells her story for the first time in seven years.
The modeling agency was a fake website run by GirlsDoPorn. They flew her out first class, took her shopping and booked a luxury hotel, and they already had copies of her passport and her Social Security number. The boss looked at her photos and said her ribs looked broken, so he would pay her less.
When the cameras came out, they told her it would take 30 minutes. If she refused, she would have to pay back the flight, the hotel and the shopping, and they would tell her family she had come to do porn anyway. She weighed 105 pounds, she was close to the Mexican border, and she was afraid that if she fought back she would never make it home.
Then came the real torture. A site called Porn WikiLeaks posted her address, her family and her employer. Strangers texted her that they would send the video to her future kids' school. Her best friend cut her off, her parents stopped talking to her, and she skipped her own sister's wedding out of shame.
The owner, Michael Pratt, ended up on the FBI's Ten Most Wanted list after he ran, and now he is in prison.
"For the rest of my life, my crime scene footage will be used for someone else's pleasure."
Would you have spotted the trap, or could this happen to anyone?
On her 25th birthday, Briana Banks was doing her makeup backstage when her boyfriend, porn star Bobby Vitale, drove a butcher knife through her hand. Her finger was hanging by the bone, so she duct-taped it back on, pulled on latex gloves and went out to dance until she passed out on stage. This was the man who got her hooked on crack, watched her overdose in a hotel room and took a blowtorch to the tattoo of her face on his arm. Months later she crushed him against a garage wall with her car, and she swears it was an accident.
In the video below, the Vivid legend tells the whole story herself.
Her mother smashed dishes and furniture over her head, so she ran away at 15 and slept in a tent. By 16 she was on speed, weighed 90 pounds and lived in a studio where her boyfriend kept pounds of crack in a drawer.
When rent was due, she answered an ad promising $1,000 a day for nude modeling and walked into a house where four sex scenes were being shot at once. Two years later Vivid signed her, and with strip club tours she was making close to a million dollars a year.
Then she met Bobby. She tried crack for the first time after a fight over another girl, and one night at a Hilton she woke up soaking wet and foaming at the mouth while he stood by the open window, ready to jump if she was dead. He broke her jaw by throwing her across a room. In Pittsburgh, undercover cops slammed her naked against the wall and beat him in the bathroom.
After two piña coladas she pulled into the garage, saw the whites of his eyes in the dark and hit the gas instead of the brake. She broke his pelvis, his legs and his bladder, and he told her not to call 911 or she would go to jail for manslaughter. Once he could walk again, he would drag her out of bed and empty his urine bag on her face.
She says that without him she would be three million dollars richer.
Would you have stayed, or was she just as lost as he was?
Christy Mack's MMA fighter ex broke into her house in the middle of the night and attacked her. She called 911, but the police never came. He beat her for hours, then went down to her kitchen and laid every knife she owned out on the counter to choose one to kill her with. She ran naked and bleeding through the streets at 3 a.m. and knocked on doors, and three people looked out at her and not one of them opened.
In the video below, nine years later, she tells the story again and breaks down in tears halfway through.
She grew up in a trailer park in Indiana, sometimes going days without food, and at 18 her roommate's mother told her she should do p*rn. She was told she would never book a single scene with her tattoos, and after her first shoots she hit number one on the site.
She met War Machine at a Hustler shoot he refused to do unless she was in it. When she got sick, he brought her food, and within two months he had love bombed her into a relationship. The first time he hit her was in the back seat of a car, and his roommate just parked, got out and walked away.
He threw her into a fireplace over a hair straightener and told her his friends in the Hells Angels would kill her and her family if she left. On the night of the attack, the friend who was staying with her walked out of the house without calling anyone, leaving her alone with him.
She survived with eighteen broken bones, a shattered eye socket and nose, a ruptured liver and a mouth full of implants where her teeth used to be. The police released her name and address to the press, and strangers wrote to her that he should have finished the job.
War Machine got 36 years to life. When she asked why the police never came, the prosecutor told her they had to make the officers look like they did their job.
Was it one man who nearly killed Christy Mack, or a whole world that heard her screaming and decided it wasn't their problem?
When ISIS supporters photoshopped 21-year-old Mia Khalifa's face onto a beheading with the words "you're next" and her family disowned her, she answered with a joke: "As long as you don't cut off my boobs, they were expensive." Twelve videos made her the most watched woman on Pornhub and paid her just $12,000. Before filming, she had warned the producers it would get her killed, and they just laughed.
In the video below, she sits down with the BBC five years later and explains how a history graduate from Texas became the most hated woman in the Middle East.
She grew up in Lebanon, spent her whole childhood insecure about her weight and finally lost fifty pounds in college. Soon after, a man stopped her on the street in Florida, told her she was beautiful and offered her "nude modeling," and the studio he took her to was clean, friendly and full of family photos on the desks.
She had no manager and no lawyer, and she signed her contract with the president and the CEO of the company sitting in the room, staring at her while she read. She thought it would stay her dirty little secret, but the producers called her "lightning in a bottle," someone posted her apartment on Google Maps, and when she put a resignation letter on every producer's chair, they told her she was overreacting.
Five years later she says she feels like people can see through her clothes when she walks outside, and that the hardest part of dating was finding a man who wasn't into it.
When she was asked what she would tell her 21-year-old self on that street in Florida, she said: "There's mace in your purse for a reason. Use it. Run."
Was Mia Khalifa a victim of an industry that laughed at her fear, or a grown woman who made a choice she now wishes she could take back?
In 1981 Issei Sagawa shot his Dutch classmate from behind while she read poetry aloud in his Paris apartment, then spent two days eating her, starting with the right buttock because the left one was too close to the heart and he was afraid of the blood. When police arrested him, parts of her were still in his fridge. A few years later he was a free man in Japan, and TV producers were stacking cash on café tables to get him to talk.
In the video below, he tells the whole story himself, calmly and in detail, from his first fantasy as a child to the evening he got caught.
He lured Renée Hartevelt to his apartment with a lie about a Japanese professor who needed German poems recorded. She read with a smile on her face, and he says she was so kind that he was terrified, but he pulled the trigger anyway.
His teeth couldn't bite through her skin and a fruit knife didn't work, so he went to a market and bought a knife the seller promised would cut meat. Years earlier a butcher couple in Greece had taught him how to cut up an animal, and after the murder he wrote them a thank-you letter, which they never answered.
He dragged her body to a lake in two cheap suitcases, and when a passerby opened one of them, he said it wasn't his. He was arrested four days later and says it was the first time he felt saved, because now he could finally talk to people.
France declared him insane and sent him home so taxpayers wouldn't have to feed him, while Japan found him sane and let him out without any treatment. He wrote twenty books, drew manga, sold paintings of women and even played the wolf in Little Red Riding Hood for a video.
At 61 he says he doesn't know who he is, that death is his only salvation, and that now he dreams of being slowly cut apart alive by a beautiful woman.
Was Issei Sagawa a monster who escaped justice, or a man punished every day by being left alive?
Sasha Grey was 18 on her first day on an adult film set. Her co-star was one of the biggest names in the industry, and before the cameras rolled she asked him to punch her in the stomach. He was so shocked he said no. 8 months later she had over 80 films behind her - and sat on national TV talking about it like it was a summer internship. Tyra Banks had to stop the show to collect herself.
In the video below, she sits on Tyra's couch and doesn't flinch once.
She says porn was never foreign to her. She'd been watching it for years before ever stepping on set. And she noticed the industry only ever showed ONE type of woman. Her gut told her: I can do this.
8 months in - more than 80 films.
She describes herself as loud, aggressive, dominant and submissive all at once. She expected to make up to $150,000 that year, minus the days off she had to take for infections.
She says the work makes her feel powerful. She's not there to represent the industry. She represents herself.
Her first scene, she was nervous all day, scared she'd freeze. The second the cameras rolled, she says she felt completely at home.
Tyra asks where she draws the line. Her answer takes two seconds. Nothing with children. Nothing with animals. Everything else is fair game.
Then comes the hardest part. Two weeks after moving to LA, her mom and sister came to visit. She showed them Hollywood, took them out to dinner, and spent the whole night searching for the words.
"I can't expect to get respect from you unless I have the respect to tell you."
Her mom told her that her body was a temple. Her sister laughed - the nervous, scared kind of laugh.
Tyra admits on air that this interview is genuinely hard for her. Sasha talks about all of it like it's nothing.
And then the twist nobody saw coming. A few years later, she walked away from porn for good. Oscar-winning director Steven Soderbergh cast her as the lead in his film. She landed a role on HBO's Entourage. She wrote novels, became a DJ and built a massive following as a gamer and streamer.
Everyone in that studio thought they were watching a girl ruin her life. She was the only one who already knew how the story ended.
Some lessons are hidden in other people's choices. Watch it once. You won't forget it.
N3on had the ENTIRE chat asking the same question after this one... nobody knows what he was thinking 😭💀
“Chat collectively forgot how to type”
Rampage Jackson completely LOST IT on his son Raja mid-argument... telling him he could be pushing a Rolls-Royce and living in a penthouse if he’d just listen to his father 😳😱
“Why you think I do so much for my other kids? They listen to me, they go to fcking school, they got good fcking grades.”
N3on and Lizzo got surrounded by MULTIPLE killer clowns at once... and Lizzo looked seconds away from crying 😭💀
“I don’t like this” 🥺
She whispered in Clavicular’s ear for almost 30 SECONDS straight in the middle of a packed restaurant... then grabbed his face and kissed him like nobody else was there 😳💀
“Be honest… what was she whispering?”
Kai Cenat drove ONE Nissan GT-R R35 through the streets of Tokyo... and instantly realized his whole car collection back home is mid 😭💀
“Tokyo humbled the garage”
Clavicular's friend Drago faces legal action after allegedly assaulting Miamaxxed and pouring milk over her.