~asdfghjkl~ retweeted
gaining a bunch of weight & looking ugly as fuck while most girls your age are super skinny & hot as fuck
I'm just lying to myself at this point with me ed its all "fuck this ed" like 10 minutes after saying I'm going to lock in
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~asdfghjkl~ retweeted
"i deserve to eat smth !"
why did i eat that
"this fits in my calories for today !"
why did i eat that
"i have things to do so i should eat for energy !"
why did i eat that
"fuck this disorder im recovering !"
why did i eat that
"i want a sweet treat !"
why did i eat that
💔
~asdfghjkl~ retweeted
sometimes i wonder if i actually have an ed or if im just doing this optionally for fun
~asdfghjkl~ retweeted
Has anyone made their honeymoon phase COME BACK? If you did how tf did you do it like share with the class
~asdfghjkl~ retweeted
this vid is so triggering to me especially wonhee cause she genuinely looked like she was floating when she jumped💔💔
Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually just a wannarexic because of how little self control I have and how I have like 1k cals a day but then I remember how genuinely SCARED I get when I see a meal with over 400 cals in like one sitting
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