twelve9✨

I struggle with forgiveness, for real. I’ll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m mad all over again and don’t even wanna be around you. It hurts, ‘cause I’m the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, I’m just sitting there thinking, “Why would you even do me like that?