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โ €โ € ๐‘ซ๐’€๐‘ณ๐‘จ๐‘ต ๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘บ๐‘บ๐‘ฌ๐‘ป๐‘ป.แŸ โ € โ €โ€œ๐‘ฐโ€™๐’Ž ๐‘ต๐’๐’• ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘จ๐’๐’š๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’†. ๐‘ฐโ€™๐’Ž ๐‘ต๐’๐’• ๐‘ณ๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’€๐’๐’–.โ€ ๐„ž ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š›๐š–๐šŠโ€™๐šœ ๐™พ๐š•๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‚๐š˜๐š— | ๐™ฟ๐š›๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐šœ ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š›๐š–๐šŠ๐š—. โ € โ € โ €โ € โ € โ € โˆž โ € ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜‰๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ, ๐ท๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘‡๐‘œ ๐พ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’.
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โ €โ € โ €โ € แดŠแดœ๐‘ แด›ษชษด ๐‘“๐‘œสŸแด‡ส โ€œ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™™๐™ช๐™ข๐™— ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™จ๐™จ, ๐˜ฟ๐™๐™ˆ๐˜ฝ๐˜ผ๐™Ž๐™Ž.แŸโ€ ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™–๐™ข๐™—๐™š๐™ง ๐™›๐™ค๐™ก๐™š๐™ฎ - ๐™–๐™™๐™ค๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™—๐™ฎ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™Ÿ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™จ. โ €โ € โ €โ € โ € โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €๐—ท๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ฒ. โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €๐—บ๐˜‚๐—น๐˜๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฝ โ €โ € โ €๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ท๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐˜†.
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yes it happened but I donโ€™t blame you anymore I hope you know that.
But that doesnโ€™t mean I love you any less donโ€™t ever think like that you are my son too my priority always and me too I donโ€™t the only regret I have is the way things happen
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Mom. . . you should never ever forgive him for what he did to you it wasnโ€™t your fault you were too young to understand or know any better you never gave consent for it to happen.๐Ÿฅบโ™ฅ๏ธ
Iโ€™d never thought I will hear you say that yeahโ€ฆit was horrible and hard and Iโ€™m not sure I could ever ummโ€ฆ forgive him but youโ€™re my child and i shouldnโ€™t treat you the way I did ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ
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Iโ€™ll happily be your miracle son any day mom and I know Norman has most of your attention due to the blackouts he has but itโ€™s okay I donโ€™t regret ever being your son.๐Ÿฅบโ™ฅ๏ธ
Replying to @woundsoftrauma
๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ . ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜'๐˜๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ
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itโ€™s alright mom out of everything he put you through heโ€™s no father of mine but you are my mother and that wonโ€™t ever change.
As horrible as I was I wouldnโ€™t trade that for anything becauseโ€” because youโ€™re here now and youโ€™re are a miracle ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ and Iโ€™m proud of you and who you are and Iโ€™m sorry for how I was I am truly โ€ฆ
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Dylan noticed the hesitation immediately, his expression softening as he looked at her. For a second, he just stood there, almost unsure what to do with the sudden tenderness in the room before shrugging and opened his arms slightly, a faint smile tugging at his lips.โ€”
Replying to @woundsoftrauma
She move her fingers over her dress and suddenly shove them in her pocket and she walked over and she wasnโ€™t sure should If he would allow her or not but she wanted to hug him so bad to tell him how sorry she was
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โ€œCโ€™mere, Mom.โ€ His voice was gentle, without the usual guarded edge. He stayed there, giving her the choice, before adding quietly, โ€œYou donโ€™t have to apologize to me, itโ€™s in the past now.โ€ He said keeping that same warm smile pressed against his features.
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you mean everything to me too mom even though we both show it in our own way at least your trying thatโ€™s all that matters I didnโ€™t hate you for any of it I just felt like thr outsider because all of your attention went on Norman and I know heโ€™s the favourite but thatโ€™s okay.โ™ฅ๏ธ
Replying to @woundsoftrauma
Going to happen Dy and Iโ€™m sorry too for everything I put you through Iโ€™m trying my best to make up for my mistakes you mean everything to me and I will always love you even if I donโ€™t show it sometimes ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ
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Iโ€™m sorry falling pregnant with me caused you such discomfort mom especially with everything that happened and all that matters now is I never want anything bad to happen to you.
Oh honeyโ€ฆ this it makes me so emotional I know I havenโ€™t been a great mother to you and Iโ€™m so sorry about everything the only thing that came out was you from all that you are my child my heart and Iโ€™m so so blessed to be your mom ๐Ÿค—โค๏ธ๐Ÿซ‚oh I love you so much my angel
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๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐šข ๐š˜๐š ๐š—๐š˜๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š–๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐šœ ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š’๐š– ๐š๐š•๐šŠ๐š ๐š’ ๐—€๐–พ๐— ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š”๐š’๐š.๐Ÿฅบโ™ฅ๏ธ
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I love you mom and itโ€™s okay you were just a kid yourself you didnโ€™t know what you were doing.
My life wasnโ€™t never easy and Iโ€™m sorry for the way i treated you for how you were born and how I handle it โ€ฆ i know i wasnโ€™t the mom you always wanted it or need but I am trying to be and i never should take it out on you that was wrong of me but it dosenโ€™t change a mom love๐Ÿฅบ
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we all grieve a lost one in our own way no persons grieve is the same as someone elseโ€™s.
Iโ€™m going to be honest at first it was hard on me when my mom tell me the news about it but Iโ€™m trying you know but there are times when I miss her
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trying to be there for others while focusing on myself is difficult because being there for others is part of who I am I donโ€™t ever want anyone to feel alone on losing a family member the way I have and I hope you are doing a lot better since losing your grandparent 8 years ago.
That must been so hard oh my god well is a good thing that they arenโ€™t suffering but thatโ€™s a lot
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both my parents hearts just gave up on them and Iโ€™m just glad their no longer suffering they get to finally see my little brother who would of been 25 2 months ago.
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no one deserves to lose a parent 2 years apart especially when you canโ€™t adjust to them being gone.
I can imagine that you donโ€™t deserve that but Iโ€™m here for you ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ๐Ÿซ‚
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it has been hard Iโ€™m navigating life for the very first time without my parents and itโ€™s honestly more difficult than it should be for someone at my age.
Iโ€™m so sorry that must been so hard for you I lost my grandmother 8 years ago
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she lost her daughter in the same year I lost my mum which was only 4 years ago and now her husbands cancer has came back after 9 years so Iโ€™ve been going through to see how sheโ€™s doing and keeping updated on how her husbands doing.
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You have it, Iโ€™ll get his pin set up once Iโ€™m back from seeing a family friend whoโ€™s husbands dying.๐Ÿฅบ
Thatโ€™s so sweeet i really need it!๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ
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