I have my first English class on Tuesday I'm already anxious cause I haven't studied English properly since I graduated

I have to finish the wedding banquet and then watch the wailing and finally watch something in my mother tongue

I sucked at it anyway but it was fun at least

today we were talking about regrets and I started talking about my failed attempts at doing theatre I'm still angry with myself about the fact that I let my anxiety stop me from doing something that could make me happy

the only thing I'm good at is the pronunciation

I really need to put in some work to level up in french cause my brain freezes during conversation classes and I sound like the dumbest person on the planet I swear

I miss atsushi sakurai I can't believe it's been three years

Idk if I should sell my ticket for taemin and buy a different one

should have studied something else eh

I hate talking to the french which is what my job is all about

I bought voyage d'Hermès cause I'm insane and I'm hoping that jonghyun had a good taste in perfume