im so scared to block you because i promised you id be there immediately incase you needed me one day
it’s such a bizarre feeling watching someone you loved choose another when all you wanted was to be chosen
lover retweeted
i kept checking my phone like you were gonna text me back the way you used to. even after the dry replies, the days of silence, and the way you made me feel like i was asking for too much. i finally stopped waiting. not because i don’t miss you, but because hoping for effort that never comes is exhausting
i miss you just a little more when connecting with someone else doesn’t feel as natural as it did with you
everyone wants to be a yearner until you feel what it’s like to not sleep, not eat, or just feel yourself all because someone couldn’t try for you
the way someone can go from loving you to pretending you don’t even exist anymore so quickly is traumatizing

