:: hi babes! I know itβs been a while. Mentally I was in one of the darkest places Iβve been in for a while but Iβm getting a little better and Iβll be around to write! I missed you all.
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:: Iβm still around I promise, Iβm just busy figuring out stuff with medical school applications and whatnot
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that was the thing about tess. she had crossed that moral boundary so easily that it was almost terrifying. hell, half of boston knew not to cross her.
βi once thought iβd never take a life. iβd only do the infected. but somewhere along the way, it snapped. it was easy,β
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β ... β Joel understood that , he was a quiet hardworking man who barely spoke to anyone other than Sarah and Tommy , not much as changed but - β Did you ... Do you ever get surprised at how - quickly you turned into a killer ? I don't just mean infected , we've all done horrible shit to them , but I mean people , one mornin ' you're havin ' a coffee with the mornin ' paper and then the next you've killed a group so you can get their car. β
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tess had let herself smile at the girl as she sat across from her, feeling as though this is what it was like. to be a mother with a teen daughter. to eat dinner with your teen daughter. as if the world didnβt decay around them.
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βi was trynna find something,β she rolled her eyes in an amused way, letting out a small laugh now that the startle was over.
βdid you find anythinβ?β
his eyes widened a little at her reaction , a small chuckle just leaving his lips . shrugging his shoulders slightly . β sorry βbout that , tess . didnβt think you were that concentrated . but shouldβve known .β
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:: hello loves! I was on a trip this weekend but Iβm back and shall reply within the coming days <3 hope youβre all okay
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:: hi everyone, Iβve hit a really rough mental patch so I apologies for the lack of replies <3
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in a sense, iβm the one who ruined me: i did it myself.
he had startled her, and she jumped from the sound of his voice, turning around and clutching her chest to catch her breath. βdamn it, texas. you scared me.β
it was nice, having a child to cook for. sure, she wasnβt like five or anything, but ellie was still a young girl, and it was nice to let her maternal instinct out.
βeasy there, slow down. youβve got time to eat it. donβt make yourself sick,β she crosses behind ellieβ
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tess moves to take a seat on an old rusty bench, her eyes dazed off in memory for a second. βit wasnβt like that back then. people were friendly. we didnβt need guns. sure, some people were bad, but most of the time, we opened our front door without worry, gave them a tip,β
βi'm under a lotta pressure here, alright?!β comes retort, not genuinely defensive as tess' laugh is contagious. straightening spine. tries to imagine the scenario described, / must've been
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oh, bill and joel wouldβve had to drag them away from each other to get them home. theyβd have begged for more time together before theyβd inevitably go home with their boys to their homes and sleep, but theyβd do again the next weekend.
her eyes search his features,β
oh, he had thought about it ββ picture clear in his mind. they'd have glasses of wine, music on the radio, and they'd make eachother laugh their asses off before bill and joel ( who are also part of this dream ) would pick them up.
it's not the same as reality, sure, but
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