God I hate 4Ps because they just pawn off their cards to sharks and even give them the pin for them to withdraw. It's not meant to be your main income fuckwads.
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Replying to @planefag
On the contrary. I say we introduce them to the F-35 program.
Reading cyberpsycho lore makes me remember of (what I think) was me having psychosis episodes. 3 attacks when I was a kid, 1 in high school, and the last one was back when I was in college.
Like I was full on hallucinating, seeing things that shouldn't be there. Emotions going all over the place. I knew it was from the stress as I look back at it, especially in my last attack. Everything kept piling up, failures, the desire to be accepted and recognized, or outright desire to go home when I was a kid.
One attack, I'd first hear things, then feel the moon going closer and closer and closer, as a kid, I panicked, trashed around, cried, vomited. The one back in high school was the worst, started hearing things, then went down to the toilet to piss only to see words coming out of it that I recognized as words but don't understand. That time, I just crawled into the corner of my bed, trying not to cry to wake them up. The college one was me breaking down due to failing, and on the verge of getting expelled. This was more of the violent, sad, angry, depressed and trying to hurt myself attack. Like I punched bare concrete walls to the point that my fist was bleeding.
I do remember days after those attack, my mind just goes blank, then clear, then slowly realizing what I've done and trying to fix my current problem that time.
If I had implants, maybe the hallucinations would've been worse, like a random visual glitch, or a violent implant movement. Then the outburst would've been definitely worse.
Nowadays, I keep my emotions in regular checking. I try to manage what I can. Hell, I can feel the fact that I can't get a job despite applying for months now being a little bit painful and my family's nagging over me stressing me out, so I just try to tune things out but never forget the current issue at hand.
I guess Pondsmith was right about saving yourself first.
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#幼少期に性癖が歪んだ原因を語ろう
どう考えてもコレ。
別に束縛系もボンテージも趣味じゃない(強いて言えばタイトなボディスーツとから好きかもしれない)んだけどこれだけはピンポイントに狂わされた感はある。
Both Western and Eastern Bloc weapons are good weapons with their own pros and cons and issues.
Chinese weapons are 75 percent issues due to the sheer corruption in their manufacturing and supply chains, if that is resolved they would be on par with the two after 1 generation.
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Standard Jollibee Rifle Squad
subject to change due to Chicken Joy shrinkflation
Makes me wonder why haven'y they tried to just strap a claymore mine on a drone. It's gonna be like those VT-Fuzed Artillery Shells that the US Army used in in late WW2.
Ukrayna askeri, Nato konseptinde Claymore olarak bilinen yönlendirilmiş mayının kopyasını kuvvetle muhtemel içindeki yaklaşık 700 gram RDX karışımlı yüksek etkili patlayıcıyı almak için söküyor. Savaşta ortaya çıkan imkansızlıklar yaratıcı çözüm istiyor.
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