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sunoo is the prettiest boy ever
lower lip trembles, catches purple and orange lights of party in glitter gloss spread along brims. "no," he admits, clutching belongings until knuckles turn white. "that is the worst part. i hate that i don't hate you. not even a little bit, not even at all."
part of him wishes to call him selfish, but the other half understands unrequited love. isn't he doing the same, by asking him to tell him what magic spell or underground lab carries out memory deletion ? it's unfair, through any lens.
scoff escapes brims before he can stop it, incredulous. shaky, faux smile follows. how foolish, to have a sliver of hope for memories to flood back with admission. he shouldn't have come to this party. "right. whatever helps you sleep at night."
"you were my best friend !" cadence raises above music, attracts the attention of a few drunk party attendees nearby, but will does not falter, as if psyche couldn't register they're not alone in the room. "you were my ๐ค๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ friend."
briefly do amber hues stray towards furled digits. knows it'll leave a mark, but does not reach to stop him as he usually would. sigh drips from vanillaโglossed tiers, almost palpable in space between.
๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐จ๐๐ค๐ช๐ก๐ ๐๐. albeit, apology only adds to the discomfort of it all. doesn't know what he's apologizing for, yet he does anyways. how unfair. anger floods ribcage, settles where it has no space. kaida has only known this anger towards injustice in childhood only.
like a cornered, frightened animal, mortician flinches away. grip tightens around mask, digs into calloused hands. how unfair, for it to feel so familiar and for other to not remember. how kaida wishes to snap at him for all the hurt. in woosung's name, and his own.
"no, sorry." cutthroat, immediate, only way he knows to shield himself, a mirage of high school days with milkโdripping blazer and defensive mannerisms. not that jisu remembers that, anyways. a quick glance, and knows they're accidentally matching. how convenient.
loud complaints die within throat as he turns to culprit of sudden shove, foxโlike hues growing double in size. a blink, and a squeeze to heart that still aches from memories ( or, lack thereof ). "sorry," he finds himself muttering, gaze dropped to bar in front of him. fuck.
doesn't know why he ended up here. he'd rather be curled in bed watching a movie with liver cuddled to his side, yet here he is, clad in leather from head to toe with a catโeared superhero mask that digs too uncomfortably along cheekbones and head.
such is ripped from mien in frustration, unaware of @saenguis 's presence just a couple of feet away.






