‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis) header
‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis) profile picture

‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 .

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Photo by ‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis)Photo by ‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis)Photo by ‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis)Photo by ‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis)Photo by ‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . (@saenguis)
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‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . retweeted
‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ． (@erotastasia) profile picture
‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ．@erotastasia20h
✃ ┈ @saenguis．
n (@onlywithn) profile picturen@onlywithnNov 1
as my final act of love, i’ll remember you as gently as i remember the day we met.
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‍‍ ‍‍ᴳᴿᴱᴬᵀ , ‍‍ 𝐨𝐫 ‍‍ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 . retweeted
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ju ✿ | yunvember@jaeyunsunsunOct 30
sunoo telling sunghoon to say bye to the camera and him obeying immediately 😭
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𓆩𓆪@enhanatomy1 Jun 2025
sunghoon 🥵
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one step forward, four steps back. completely forgot why he’s here, who he’s here with, only the jump and stutter of heartbeat along with the voice of what should be a stranger. “ do you hate me for it? ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
"i wish this has helped ease the hurt, then," he retaliates, awfully truthful, syllables cracking at end of sentence. "and i genuinely wish you feel better."
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body reacts without his volition, hands stopped halfway in their effort to reach out and collect belongings, to give a hand. why, then, does his heart feel like it's cracking along the same lines? why, then, did he even wear this costume?
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
belongings that had been lying atop bar are quickly gathered, awkwardly held within digits. he should've brought a bag ! "like i said, it doesn't matter. you don't know me, and i'll pretend i don't know you. happily ever after, yeah ?"
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why, then, does he not want him to go? yearns for a name, for anything–––– but what good would that do? would that not just be a bitter betrayal of the self? “ i never meant to hurt anyone. i just tried to stop myself hurting, too. ”
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clinic. hyeonju. memory erasure. the altercation with kaori. another step taken back, expression going dreadfully pale. surely a mistake. definitely a mistake. and if not, well ... “ i–––– shouldn't ... no, i––– don't think i'm the one. ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
"you were my best friend !" cadence raises above music, attracts the attention of a few drunk party attendees nearby, but will does not falter, as if psyche couldn't register they're not alone in the room. "you were my 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 friend."
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“ if you're demanding answers from me like a mad––man, i deserve to know, too. ” heart clenches, stomach dips, like it knows something the mind does not. shakes it off, expression ices over. “ why are you acting like we're exes? ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
"does it matter how i know you ? it won't change the fact that you don't know who i am. you don't even know my 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚."
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it’s his turn to flinch, instinctively curling digits into palms and digging nails into the skin as part of long—refined habit. can’t tell if it’s the alcohol, or something else, that leaves him stumbling.
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
"how did you do it ?" he suddenly snaps, gaze steady, as it finally dares meet man who was once a friend. "how did you forget me ? because i'd really like to forget you."
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definitely not a fan.
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“ i don’t … i don’t know what you’re talking about. i don’t even know how you know me. how 𝙙𝙤 you know me? ”
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ouch. take that as a rejection. a respective step back, hands slightly raised––– the memories of said altercation flooding back, unlike anything else, “ sorry. ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
"please," he almost begs. "you can forget about it, just like you forgot everything else, and leave me alone."
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lingering stare, cranium tilting slightly. memory clears, only slight–––– only partly. he leans in, towards ear, a result of the music blaring, “ oh. you were at the rink the other day... right? ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
hands reach for abandoned mask, ready to flee. if he needed a reason to depart, this is the perfect one. "hope you find him."
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gaze drapes down–––– or up, rather. sue him–––– before it lands on slightly–––familiar––face. adjusts the cuff of his poorly––strewn batman outfit. awkward. “ hey, uh ... have you seen a guy around here? this tall? fluffy brown hair? ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
loud complaints die within throat as he turns to culprit of sudden shove, fox—like hues growing double in size. a blink, and a squeeze to heart that still aches from memories ( or, lack thereof ). "sorry," he finds himself muttering, gaze dropped to bar in front of him. fuck.
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a mirrored sense of being unaware, towering cranium dipping from side to side to try and find–––– oof. not him. “ sorry, sorry––– i didn't mean to bump into yo–––– oh. ”
𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚 (@KAIDANORTH) profile picture𝐝͟𝐞͟𝐚͟𝐭͟𝐡 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝑖𝑚@KAIDANORTHNov 1
Replying to @KAIDANORTH
such is ripped from mien in frustration, unaware of @saenguis 's presence just a couple of feet away.
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don't do that. don't belittle me.
‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ． (@erotastasia) profile picture‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ．@erotastasiaNov 1
… you’re being dramatic．
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i don't talk about you much. it hurts.
‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ． (@erotastasia) profile picture‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ．@erotastasiaNov 1
did you at least tell them why i went？ that i didn’t leave for no reason？
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“ i'll work hard, i promise. ” chest feels lighter, the words tumbling out without thought; in ajax's presence, yet again, as he always finds itself,
𝔘𝘕𝘋𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎 ╱ 𝔈𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘕𝘈𝘓 (@MORBIDUNDEAD) profile picture𝔘𝘕𝘋𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎 ╱ 𝔈𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘕𝘈𝘓@MORBIDUNDEADNov 1
Replying to @MORBIDUNDEAD
"yah, stop it. it's not attractive, the beating yourself down," he jabs, light and airy, with no intention to harm. "neither of us can change the fact, so just work hard to be a soulmate i deserve and i'll do the same for you."
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“ you don't have to try. i was just looking in the wrong place. ”
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why are you so quick to accuse me of such things?
‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ． (@erotastasia) profile picture‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍𝖉ea†༙h───𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎᵉᵈ．@erotastasiaOct 31
still． you’re making me look bad to your new friend．
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