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23 | 🍉 | mdni | full of love and whimsy and unfathomable quantities of mental illness | former semi-professional joculatrix

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Joined December 2017
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“i didn’t know i could cum that many times” just y’know. btw
how i dress to go rail a genderfucked he/they emo twink within an inch of their life
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the curse of being so good at sucking dick is that i will never know the unadulterated euphoria i have had the pleasure of gifting unto so many others, so categorically yes until we both die of exhaustion and/or drown in each other’s fluids
okay be completely honest if there was an identical clone of you, a 1:1 copy of you down to every minute detail would you try to have sex with them
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being the naked neighbor is actually an important part of my gender expression
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imagine having like cancer and having mental breakdowns and lashing out at others because You Have Fucking Cancer and then some asshole comes in like “well i’m in remission and don’t do that cuz i’m not a piece of shit like you”
Cool👍 I’m in remission cuz I’m not a piece of shit like you. That’s the difference. My BPD stemmed from seeing my mother’s dead body, you know REAL abandonment. Not “wah my friends are setting healthy boundaries I’m gonna kill myself” Fagglet
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before you say that’s not an apt comparison remember that 70% of BPD patients attempt suicide and 10% are successful. the 5-year survival rate for cancer is around 70% right now (30% die from it) so the mortality rate is certainly higher but both are lethal and hard to live with
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not to mention both are hard to get treated. therapy (DBT) is effective for BPD and we can live good lives with the right support but many therapists will outright refuse to treat us and will reinforce stigma by acting like we’re awful people for merely having it
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whenever i see a post of someone having a clear bpd breakdown episode and the comments are “hey bpd haver here, this isn’t okay and you’re a bad person!” i just assume they’re self diagnosed and move on tbh
Lots of BPD discourse on the tl and im just curious what people thought the ‘frantic and extreme lengths to avoid real or perceived abandonment’ in the diagnostic criteria meant. I don’t think it always looks like sagely asking for help within Twitter Acceptability margins
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i’ve been boymoding at work because i’m a waitress for a clientele of mostly older white people in texas but almost every time a man sees me in the men’s restroom he does a fucking double take to make sure he’s not walking into the women’s room. some of us cannot hide who we are
unrelated to what anyone else is saying it is extremely important that YOU, the reader, understand we cannot simply take off our transness or queerness when it is convenient to us. i can't play cis when i want to grab something from the corner store; im visibly queer 24/7
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(alternate universe where Shane and Ilya from Heated Rivalry are kitchen supplies) Ilya: Colander,
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the fact that estrogen doesn’t reverse the effect of testosterone on vocal chords is like a top 3 evil of the bodily violation that is testosterone-fueled puberty to trans women
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my body is a temple but more in the satanic temple way where i mostly just use it to piss off conservatives
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i got a 1540 on my SAT and now i’m a college dropout who jerks off and plays video games all day
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very enlightening comics to the fact that if i ever met a clone of myself i would love her so bad. but it’s just the one of me so my capacity for self-love is only available through the lens of my highly depressive internal monologue and i’ve just gotta deal with that
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progesterone
What’s the drug you took that gave you the best sex
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Access additional stories, recruit gods to your side, and more in the three waves of #FireEmblem Fortune’s Weave Expansion Pass DLC! →Wave 1: Available now →Wave 2: Available holiday 2026 →Wave 3: 2027
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self-loathing is really a self-fulfilling prophecy sometimes huh
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bottomed for the first time in a while and my asshole was what we in the business call “bleeding”
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why is this doing numbers. why this one 💀
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going to the aquarium high for my birthday today
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hit my boyfriend with a dreamworks face right before we were gonna fuck and unlocked the secret tech for killing the mood immediately and irreversibly
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i talk about how i used to be able to shoot insane ropes like how a former star football player talks about life before he shattered his knee into a million pieces
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