𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖍𝖎𝖔𝖙.

On average I work about 13-16 hours each day; so like roughly anywhere between 80-100+ hours a week. I work a 40 hour IT mgmt career to help fuel my full time music business under High Zombie (and for medical insurance & other benefits) + on top of this approx. 4-6 ableton clients per week (this can range from 6-18 hours per week) AND I have been going through a pretty intense medical/health issue since June 2024. This isn’t a competition, of course, but when I hear or see people b*tching about “XYZ”, how they deserve to be playing shows, how it is unfair that the industry is mean… i just sort of smirk to myself Here is the reality… if you actually want something like this could be about truly anything really — then you have to go and f*cking make that sh*t happen. We can’t control much in life but for the most part we can control ourselves & the conscious energy we choose to expel daily as well as manifesting/imagining/creating the best environmental version of ourselves. Trust me when I say this: I KNOW what those feelings of doubt and uncertainty feel like; that awful anxiety and all the overthinking that comes with it - TRUST ME i do haha… but I can’t stress this enough; and I KNOW it sounds so f*cking basic to many - but YOU have to be so motivated to get what you believe in your soul is yours — and YOU have to want it more than ANYTHING in your life. We are a week into 2025 - stop complaining and start doing <3