alexa (@windsweptmatter) header
alexa (@windsweptmatter) profile picture

maybe tears are endless

they, 21
Joined August 2014
Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)Photo by alexa (@windsweptmatter)
Get this Photo
1
4
2
8
it's funny how people can be so important to you for months or years and then just slip right out of your life one day
20
521
33
2,414
25,297
trauma has made me so scared of human connections man. imagine being so afraid of disappointment that you'd rather not check ur phone all night than risk finding out that the text uve been waiting for isnt there. so u go to sleep convincing urself they'll text u by morning
19
680
39
2,780
43,000
alexa retweeted
girl from the party i brought home: oh.... i thought when you were hyping up your room in the uber u were gonna at least own a bedframe me: are u not seeing the bladee art swedish roommate entering: cän i heet yør "geeg bar" me: not now jörgsen. you're nothing like drain gang
10
329
10
5,707
74,153
A friend is going through a lot and something I told her that also resonated with me, having my own very odd journey, is that for people with atypical lives and professional trajectories who feel constantly behind, the true failure state isn't imperfect attempts but lying still.
3
13
358
8,470
"bro we should hangout soon"
9
1,655
24
14,577
89,522
alexa retweeted
16
1,592
21
13,449
225,491
alexa retweeted
I wish words came out as clearly as they exist in my head.
3
259
652
6,576
"2026 VAI SER MEU ANO" eu em novembro:
163
21,553
404
90,176
1,009,212
do you ever feel like you have to withhold the way you feel in a conversation in order to keep it enjoyable for the other person
18
183
13
1,346
14,777
alexa retweeted
My ocd mood board.. ok?
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
107
5
622
9,092
alexa retweeted
there's something very soul crushing about being autistic and feeling like the entire world knows how to connect and you have been left out .
42
960
48
7,830
133,525
Whole house got OCD to the point of near psychosis
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
4
204
14
1,645
29,188
Sometimes o go into fight or flight outta nowhere and it kinda jsut feels like this
1
974
17
2,841
27,267
alexa retweeted
The autistic experience of feeling okay about things and then occasionally being hit with a wave of soul crushing frustration about feeling like everyone else knows how to communicate and you’ve been left out. Feeling like you’re destined to be left behind forever..
12
482
17
2,801
24,354
alexa retweeted
my OCD moodboard
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
29
1,362
101
9,661
154,066
does the feeling of anxiety and not fitting in and being alone in a room full of people ever go away or am i just destined to be awkward and weird for my entire life
37
574
22
3,509
49,918
prob delete later but anyone else have this cycle of being paranoid you're not actually liked but you don't reach out to anyone cause you have nothing to say and don't want to say random stuff in fear they're annoyed so you just don't say anything and be left forgotten
293
6,740
626
29,538
396,595
undiagnosed moodboard
31
7,175
286
30,875
384,495
alexa retweeted
midway through 5th semester
32
2,368
79
18,586
194,235
how it feels doing anything
51
5,766
111
26,382
281,042